Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
It seems like yesterday
That we were making plans
For the future
But it's been so long
Since I have known the truth
These dreams we've left abandoned
And I'm haunted by your face
And the memory of your kisses
Sweet kisses
Do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
Do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
We swore that we would never end
We knew our love transcend space and time
Do you remember?
These memories slip away
The ghost of what we were
Is fading
But there is no more pain
Which is funny 'cause that night
I was dying
Now I don't even recognise
The guy I swore that somedayI would marry
But I can't forget his face
And I can't forget his kisses.

w00t. yawns. what do i really lack now? what the fuck am i becoming? its so contradicting. lifes never screwed. its just how the way you live it. maybe its right. but im still in the world of my own. im not willing to open up my world to anyone else yet. not now, definitely not.

lemme be. just lemme be. maybe someday, somehow, ill recover from the pain you inflicted on me. ill be fine. someday. not so soon. its gonna take a long time. im sorry, so sorry .

memories slowed - dorkycharsiewww.

one last call for alcohol 2:54:00 AM