i dreamt bout
him. oh well, just roughly bout us and family :( okay well, boring day. got busted by davin. supposed to go play guitar but he backed out the last min saying hes not in the mood. hmm i guess ill be staying home today unless ive made up my mind to go dye my hair. dyed it so many fucking times and the colour didnt come out. the last colour,
he dyed it for me. uh dark purple. the colour didnt come out either. i think have to bleach. no idea. sigh :( like miss him alot. but dontknow how to say it either. like wherever i go, there are certain things which reminds me of him. its not a bad thing, those are sweet memories. and i kinda missed it like
so much. nothing can make me give it up.
anyway, joes back today. he smsed me like early 6am. haha.
joshua, jere, their couz, went to stadium to watch soccer match. saleh and his friends too. how fun!
anyway i got my 250 bucks bursary. i love the fsas cap i saw and i wanna get it for him since like that time. but i dontknow. maybe some other time. arg, i dont know. if joshua doesnt sms me, then i guess im stuck at home. if not then, we will be going to play pool. how come im feeling so troubled. joshua ask me kill myself to solve my problem. nice one, josh. so i asked him to kill me. and he says okay, the next time he see me. haha.
i miss you, so very much. am here, just right here.
