today is kinda boring. woke up bout 4plus. sorry ruby, gotten your msg late so i didnt book a room for you :( well, i woke up not knowing what to do. so i just switched on the tv, watched star awards 2004 which i missed last sunday. this years stars awards is a lil dumb. i mean like every year is the same and its getting BORING, BORING and even MORE BORING! cant they introduce something more fresh and exciting instead of announcing names so boringly. maybe some performances or something. haha but i wonderr greatly yeah. so i spent my whole evening watching that. after that i did some reading. on my archie comics of cos. ive finished reading both the comics dave bought for me yesterday. damned, im not gonna have any books to read tonight. sheesh :( archie comics are addictive! try it! hahaa.
so after reading, i decided to go prepare for work tmr. needa get black shoes. but like uhm i tried on the adidas shoe and its fucked. haha not good so yea im just gonna wear the usual shoe. get fucked and i dont care cos i dont got anymore money to afford myself new shoes. so after knowing that my shoes doesnt fit, i got myself on my bros comp, working on the new skin. then, my parents came home.
mom fucked me up again, as usual, for blasting my musik. she made fresh papaya milk juice and kept pestering me to drink it up while its still fresh. i dont got any appetite for anything so i merely told her later and she fucked me up, saying, bringing me up is worse than bringing up a dog/pig. well, i get these most of the time. im numb to it so i just ignore. i mean, which moms would say sucha thing to their own children. nevermind, it doesnt matter to me anymore. what matters now is, i get on wit my own life and dont let unneccessary things bother me so much. well yea i gonna start work tmr. hopefully everything does well and i dont get fucked cos of my shoes. haha oh well, daves mad at me.
sorry dave, to get you all angry at me. yea it was my fault. went drinking wit his dad, papa jo, roger, marie and bla blah at blueberry hill. and i lost my temper at him cos my mom wanted me home. well, sorry for shouting.
maines working lunch shift tmr, and me, dinner shift. hopefully everything goes well for us, doll!
<3 dave.
