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one last call for alcohol 11:33:00 PM

oh yeah just to add on. the night before yesterday, i dreamt bout daniel. wahhahaha daniel and another guy. daniel was like, asking the other guy to suck his cock and all. haha so that guy did it. we were in a room. both of em naked, but important parts werent shown. so uhm it was kinda funny la. cos he asked a guy to blowjob him and all. OKAY BUT THIS IS JUST A DREAM ALRIGHT. lol, i wonder whose the guy who did that for him? could it be someone i know? i saw the face but i dont remember. haha sorry folks.

one last call for alcohol 1:33:00 PM

today early morning 630am woke up. went to yishun jetty, then meet up wit dan, dave, rubenas, denise and darren chua. darren chua and denise (the loverbirds) went off during dave and rubenas went to the nearby market to buy prawns, which is actually not allowed for fishing. wahahs. live baits werent allowed. so uhm before that, the rangers came, and told us that bread cannot be used for fishing. so yeah. had a fun time in the morning, blading wit denises blades. and got ourselves sun burnt. denise and darren chua, you both were lucky to get away! haha. so after that we decided to call it a day at bout 12noon. went to dans house, took a bathe and relack. almost fell asleep. but wit all those noises i couldnt, so i woke, accompany dave to watch theoc. till like 4, we left for ps, for daves class.

dan left at bout 6pm for tanjong pagar, his grandmas house. dammit, he forgot the rods. so me and dave had to meet him at raffles place to get his keys to go to his place to get the 2 rods. cos we were meeting weekeong for fishing at 7pm. eventually, we reached the jetty again, at 745pm. which was quite late. haha LUCKY DANIEL CAUGHT A FISH (PUCA)! lol and he was a happy man. took a picture of it wit weekeong's cam. haha so we fish till like 9pm and weekeong left for home. learnt quite alot from him. not alot, but things that we needed to know. after he left, no fishes were caught. so we packed up and went home like uhm 1030pm.

came home, got fucked by mom. got a bump on my leg. she whacked me. again. madness. alright. tired shit. time for bed. my handphone is spoilt. can you believe it!? sigh im sad. im sunburnt. im red. im charsiew.

one last call for alcohol 1:59:00 AM

IM SO FUCKIN PISSED. GODDAMMIT!

one last call for alcohol 4:20:00 PM

i dreamt that a few of us; marcus, dave, davin, saleh and me went to watch the best bet. which like the show was off screening so long ago. i think we bought the movie tics like 3 days before the exact date and i kept the tics. the movie was supposed to be at 1900 but i reached at 2030 and got fucked by em. they got so fucking angry so they walk off upon my arrival and they made me walk in the rain >it was raining. even dave. haha weird dream. -.x

okay so today's plan. parkway's mac to study. gonna meetup wit chaoxin. oooo my long lost friendddddd =D i still could remember the fishes he drew. they were like so fake. haha alright ill stop dissing. okay bye for now. l8rs.

one last call for alcohol 9:28:00 AM

went to school. came home from daves house bout uhm 8pm. fucking tiring. i went to school, kena busted by yuting cos she went home when i got there. then i went to tpy central's mac to lepak alone. so fucking lonely. then i bought a quarter pounder meal for dave. haha so fucking boring to lepak alone but uh not bad la, peaceful la.

tiring night. should sleep early. heh. uhm i think gonna play a game of aoe2 then sleep =D.

one last call for alcohol 10:22:00 PM

just had beehoon and a piece of fish. regret eating. my stomach is acting up again! stomach pain. i swear not to eat anymore for the rest of the day. i fucking swear. stupid stomach ache. oh yea ive gotta be in school by like 1230pm. thats when the mother tongues paper end. so yeah reaching bout 1230 - 1245 would be good. heh gonna go there to finish up my woursework by this week, hopefully. i still have not do up my colour scheme. fuck, i wouldnt bother much or less. wahhaaa to enter shatec i would just need at least 3 o level passes, credit pass in english. thats like easy! haha ill still work on the other subs to make sure all passes so my chances would be higher? but its on like first come first serve basis. lol imma run there once i get my results to sign up for it.

i fucking had a terrible dream. a girl in love wit dave, some affair hes having. she came to me, and she slit me all over. so ive like so much fucking small cuts on my hands and all. wow thats like so fucking crazy. i mean, its really so goddamn painful. i cant imagine if it happens in real life. and yea so she went on stabbing dave too and he got hospitalised. i went to visit him and all. haha what kind of a dream right? i wonder whats the dream trying to tell me. that daves got an affair out there? or to cherish him? :) alright, thats all for now. i dont believe in dreams. tho sometimes it might relate to real life. i just think its coincidental. l8rs.

one last call for alcohol 11:50:00 AM

wtf am i thinking bout? its emo night. everyones fucking hurting me. my fucking brothers one at the least i know. fuckit. moms fucking me up. and im fucking tearing. i aint weak, ive thoughts of my own. im strong! F U C K.

one last call for alcohol 10:57:00 PM

happy day! haha i dont know why also. maybe cos the practical went on smoothly. haha i had a hard time thinking bout that carbonate shit but i got that in the end. haha i was like uhm finish both in like 1 hour and had 30mins to relack. haha so i sat down and all to think calmly. shiok! haha i went to PS. so uh on the bus trip back, i saw this old couples. i was sitting right at the back >a double decker. so infront of me was this seat, a row of seats for like bout 6 people to fit in. so they were sitting infront of me. then further infront were this twin seats. someone got off the seat and the old man went to the seat, patted on it >cos someone sat on it and its hot. so after he did that, he waved for the old woman (his wife) to go over. haha how loving. lols. i was watching em all the while. okay sorry if thats being rude. lol.

fuck okay. i was happy and at this exact moment, im fucking pissed. my brother fucking scolded me cheap all. fucking bastard, son of a bitch! hope he dies tonight. im that evil. i dont have such a brother. i dont want to have one. fuck. fuckit, l8rs. -happy, yet angry charsiew.

one last call for alcohol 5:54:00 PM

hi. good morning. i woke and forgot all my qualitative analysis stuffs and physics as well. omg what am i suppose to do? im just kidding folks, dont take it too seriously. im gonna meet weekeong and yuting after this. meeting at interchange for lunch >mac. pui* haha ive been having fucking stomach pain since like last night after dave and dan left. fuckit. so fucking torturing me. what if becos of the stomach pain i cant pass my practicals? oh shit why am i thinking of this? haha no! im pro in practical! ill do well. lol. okay then im off.

im sorry dave. i love you too. -remorseful charsiewwww.

one last call for alcohol 10:21:00 AM

stucked at home. STUCK ON YOU! reminds me of the show. haha whatever shit. i studied. i fucking studied, can you believe it. dammit. bye.

one last call for alcohol 9:37:00 PM

hi there. good morning, everyone. well uhm, i suddenly popped out of bed. haha. hmm lets talk a lil bout yesterday, shall we? well yea yesterday went out wit dave, daniel and denise. the 3 ds', im extra. haha! so we went tampines mall to catch a movie but gv was so crowded that we decided to go to century square instead. before that i went to pasir ris mrt station to collect my mp3 player for just 47bucks. haha creative mp2 player 2. happy! yay~ finally got a player again to accompany me wherever i go. shiok! haha okay uhm, so we went to century square. bought tics for theGHOST at 1745pm. so by that time it was just 3pm, we slacked around and decided to go for lunch at macs, as usual. haha dave had mac four days in a row already! lol. nvm, good job. haha during the meal, daniel and denise was like bickering away! haha bout sucking cocks and all. denise has got all ways to deal wit daniel! daniel, youve met your match! hahaha. not only at mac they bickered. they bickered almost everywhere they went. lol. denise was so loud. hahahaa that daniel was afraid of her. in the cinema they fought over seats cos dan didnt want to sit at the corner. but in the end, the cinema was kinda empty so we moved to the centre to sit instead (our original sits were on the left). lol the show was not bad. quite confusing plot. i managed to understand it. haha. but the rest didnt. prolly they didnt pay attention during the show. dan, prolly you were wanking away or something? cos your pants near fell after the show, revealing your boxers! lol.
so yeah after the show, they started their bickers again, as usual. for the whole day! haha but they were funny tho. oh yeah, was supposed to get my new earphones yesterday. lol but passed it. so we sat outside delifrance to relack while dave and dan smoke. after awhile dave suggested we go iman. so we left tampines. on the train, dave and i were listening to the mp3player, sitting down. the train was kinda crowded. ive got no idea wtf denise and dan was doing. prolly fighting still. haha.
reached iman, called joe. ordered drinks before joe came. and waaa-laaa! cigs time for em when joe arrived. fuck you joe >whatd you tell me bout smoking? haha! i was still curious bout the vodka chocs bar so i got denise to walk wit me to serangoon central's 7-11. it was quite a long walk! but time passed fast cos me and denise has got so much to talk bout! haha so uhm we didnt manage to find the chocs so we took a bus ride back as it was pretty tiring. haha went back iman. slacked there again, listened to men talk. denise was like bored listening and all. haha so leychey sitting there wit guys, smoking and shit. hahaha were talking bout this on the way to 7-11. lol. so uhm nvm its okay since like dave is around or something? yeah finally its time for home. i decided to leave first, wit denise. thinking that denise's trip might take some time so its better for her to leave earlier. haha our wanting to depart, made em want to move their butts too. lol so they left wit us. walk down to the bus stop. stopped at weelee and slacked there. waited for dave and dan to finish smoking then finally we left. hey dan, the game of smacking people's forehead is fun! but dont be gan jiong la. joes standing so far away. lol. i guess thats the end of yesterday. pretty tiring tho. haha reached home, had a great shower. =D

tmr is my science practical prelims. imma study today. haha nothing much to study on practical tho. just the qualitative analysis and touch on physics. bout optics, lenses and all. electricity? haha i suck at that. im gonna do some revision now and slack the whole day through later on. cherrios. bring me to neverneverland cos i dont like studying. -dead charsieww

one last call for alcohol 9:59:00 AM

Avril Lavigne- My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

Good Charlotte- Predictable

Something isn't right,
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.

So take your empty words, Your broken promises,
And all the time you stole,
'Cause I am done with it,
I could give it away,
I'm doing everything I should of,
Now I'm making a change,
Living the day,I'm giving back what you gave meI knew it all along,
You're so predictable.

I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.

Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold,
why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?

I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong... (So predictable...)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me. (So predictable...) And I know what it is, What it is is right now.

OH WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING? PUTTING GOOD CHARLOTTE AND AVRIL LAVIGNE TOGETHER? theyre both fucking loggerheads i guess. but well nvm. both of their songs are nice. haha not avril, but her song. and only this song. good charlottes always the best in my heart. i <3 william dean martin! =D

one last call for alcohol 10:59:00 PM

FUCK BLOGGER.

one last call for alcohol 11:38:00 PM

hi. to who? the same old walls again. hmm spent 2 nights over at dave's. pretty tired, sleepy, moody and malfunctioning brain cells. why is the lighter shorter. damn you, joe. please be kind to tell me the truth next time round instead of making me a fool :( haha its okay. oh well the party last night was nice. but all the guys wit uhm my extra ass in it. haha i wonder why. oh well smoky, liquor-ly atmosphere there yesterday. haha nice. we went in a group of 11 to the cemetry at bout uhm 1a.m in the morning? haha thats pretty early. haha oh well nothing much to narate bout. josh came too. but oww, poor jere was sick so he couldnt make it there wit josh. haha timothy drank 3 cups of martel with not much mixing of soft drink. haha his face was burning, eyes were red and what else? >heart thumping fast i guess. but he made it home, walking! haha he must have had the strongest leg. i wonder how someone can walk wit a heavy head and a fast thumping heart. oh well. haha got back at dave's, around 2 plus. was pretty drowned in my dreams already then. joe and josh went home. haha so i sat on the sofa, fell asleep. woke up blurred, went upstairs, turn on the aircon, made the sofa bed; laid there. all lazy to move, but stood up and went for shower. haha well nothing much to narrate on further. haha this afternoon we all had macdonalds. they ordered for it. yummy, nice lunch. =D oh yeah joe, your comp has got a ghost living in it. you get offlined so often. haha time for a change. dont forget the so called 'deal' >which youre always forgetting, dude. -signing off > charsiew's gone in 60 secs.

one last call for alcohol 5:29:00 PM

well spent 2 nights here. all worn out. tired, moody, sleepy and uhm full of nonsense. especially joe, kept bullshitting bout the short lighter and bout me being short and shit. timothy nearly went bonkers after drinking 3 cups of martel, without mixing much soft drink in it. haha his face were red and his eyes too. well currently at dave's house blogging. waiting for the delivery man from mac, our lunches! uhmm joes an ass, really. he made fun of me just cos of the short lighter. well josh came quite late. jere passed it cos he was sick. oww poor jere. party was fun, great. all guys here. im an ass extra. haha well, ill not attend such parties i guess. wit all these guys. but uhm theyre all my friends, are they not? well maybe its inappropriate. aw, whatever. jeeman and dennis is making a din in the room. im going deaf. wahh!!~ l8rs.

one last call for alcohol 3:11:00 PM

hi peeps. i slacked whole of today and yesterday away. :( i did do my art tho. thinking bout my colours and shit. sigh.

one last call for alcohol 9:52:00 PM

I WAS MADE A FOOL TODAY. THE END.

one last call for alcohol 10:34:00 PM