Seems like all my time has been wasted
Anticipating your return
But if I could look back I'd probably just waste it again
For you
But you come and you go
Like the cold wind blows
And you expect me to treat you like a queen
But I have to come clean
This is not how it goes
This is my life it's not your dream anymore
So feel free to let me wander
So feel free cuz i'll go under for u
It's not me but its my problem
So feel free so feel free to feel for me
So many times have I called
So many times you've ignored
Why can't I see the way that you are
But I've seen birds in the trees
Thinking just like me
'Cuz they can't fly away from everything
Like you do
So feel free to let me wander
So feel free cuz i'll go under for u
It's not me but its my problem
So feel free so feel free to feel for me
went to so many places today. watched spiderman2 wit uh yuting, kenneth and suchiang. even when watching movie, thoughts came to my mind as well. why!? im so stressed up by all these thoughts. theyre all fucking my brains up. so after that, strolled around ps. then left for heeren at bout 5plus. hmm went lucky plaza to play pool. i was on the winning streak while playing wit yuting but lost in the end. well, i admit defeat. my mind was prolly somewhere else and i dont really know how to play that well. well yeah, came home, meet up wit terry and went to play basketball down at the new court. lights were shut by the time like uh 1030pm. kinda early. everyday is like becoming worse for me. im just still so upset. dont know how to describe my feelings either. so many feelings and thoughts, mixed up. just like ice kachang, all the beans and jellys mixed up to form a funny taste. and my thoughts and feelings added up, created a mess in my mind. im having mix thoughts right now. well, goodbye for now :(
