well. im very sorry davin, for i aint a good friend in the past. now i guess he hates me. argh every morning i wake up wit nothing in mind but a bleeding heart. i think of what should i do every single now and then but nothing seems to come to mind. i know studying is the most important thing i should be doing right now. my mind could absorb nuts. i tried concentrating damn fucking hard but still nothing could go in. prolly school is what i look forward to. thats the only time i can put my mind into studying tho sometimes my mind wanders. i cant control it. seriously i cant. i tried to. i tried fucking hard. but everything's in vain. my heart is in pain. im losing grip, losing myself completely in no time.
