guess tonight is gonna be a terrible night. i dont think ill be able to sleep well. how!? how come i had the similar dream twice? thats too scary. the dream is frightening as well tho its just a dream. heard a song that he composed. NICE~ heh. well at least he has the talent on that while i dont. ive tried so hard actually in the past in composing a song but failed yea. well, no talent, cannot be forced. chatted wit him. at least we could sort of talk to each other now. hes worrying bout my period and asked me to go get tested but well yea i dont think theres a need to la. waste money. thinking bout him now, obviously aint it? hes got headache so went to bed already. hope its not a serious headache. hmm theres no need for me to be worrying bout him cos i know he can take care of himself perfectly well. but im missing him so badly every now and then. hmm wondering if hes working on the 4 pages. dave, where are youuuuuu. im afraid to sleep now. lol cos of the dream i had earlier on. it really freaked me out! okay, now now its just a dream. go to bed and be a sleeping pork. sigh hes on my mind right now! in fact, everynight when im on my bed getting to sleep, everything bout him flashes in. i miss him, just him only. hes always in my heart, not even leaving it a single moment. see how locked it is. well, i love you dave.
