im drowned. drowned in my thoughts, my feelings. I JUST MISS HIM SO MUCH! SO VERY MUCH! well, helped him designed a portion of his class grad tee. i dont think its very nice but well, hope he likes it. gave him like uh 6 paper cranes and a paper full of 301103s. everyday i make one crane, so itve been 6 days so theres 6. makes sense? ahh im talking shit. okay well, today's alright. just a lil bored. hope tmr can stay back after school in the art room to do my art. im studious now. aint it good? i told him i miss him and he said okay. :( i really miss him. damn the tears are coming again. NO SIMIN, YOU MUSNT TEAR! hey, know what? every afternoon when i come home after school, i mumble to myself as i walk. im not crazy for christ's sake. im just bored. and i talked to myself bout my past. bout him. cos theres no more player for me to listen to :s so i might as well talk to myself. im not crazy okay. geez. tmr hes going on some mission. some funny but interesting mission wit his friends. hope hes gonna enjoy himself. he surely will, i need not worry bout this. just hope he wont smoke so much, harms the body. sigh well I MISS YOU, DAVE *shouts. -awaiting in silence-
