feeling kinda emo :s listening to phantom planet - california. suddenly reminded me of the first meal we cooked together. some simple dishes. yea we cooked spaghetti couple of times but that was the first time we cooked rice and some dishes. hmm i remembered he fried the veges and i ate so lil of that. he said lots of times that he loves drinking cambell soup. and yea he never fails to cook it. i used to hate it so much in the past cos of the funny taste it has in it. but got used to it. in fact, grown to like it as well. will i still have the chance to, again? well hmm getting kinda agitated thinking bout the past. i feel the tears are coming. ive been strong these days cos they passed without tears. but i couldnt control myself now. missing him real badly. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU SO. it was a wonderful meal. just simply wonderful. oh yea, got a cut on my hand, in between my middle finger and the fourth finger. got hit by the chair :s well wasnt serious but yea its an open wound cos very hard to stick the plaster there. i couldnt get him off my mind for a second. no matter what i do, itd still link to him somehow. dave,i.. -california here we come, right back where we started from-
