well, oral went quite smoothly. hmm kinda missed him in school. when i was waiting for my oral as well. its not just a simple miss. i think its something more than that. indescribable feeling. so strange. he wished me luck. i asked for it. haha thick skin, aint i? well nevermind. nevertheless, ive got his goodluck in mind and i think i can prolly do well. WAY TO GO, SIMIN! WORK ON IT! KEEP IT GOING! im working on my art. at least, consistently. i told my teacher and showed him, hey i drew something and i feel a great sense of satisfaction cos its my drawing and he said, if you could work on this consistently, itll be great. well yea i gonna work on it. i hope hes gonna be there for me. at least when like im fed up wit my work cos loads of work waiting for me to be cleared or so. well its good to have someone there supporting, dont you think so? well bishal told me that he still kinda has feelings for me. but well, ive gotten over that relationship. no more feelings, no more shit. i didnt really have to get over that ruined relationship. in fact, i didnt even dwell on it ever since we broke up. well ive no worries on that at all. i didnt tell him anything. yea i did my art today. pretty much satisfied wit my work. i did a write up on my work as well. got him to print that for me. well have got no choice cos no other friends have got printer, i guess, or so. hmm gonna get it from my letterbox tmr morning cos i think hes gonna put it in there. well, sigh. miss his hugs. its been raining whole day and he used to always be here for me like when 'YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN SKIES ARE GREY'. yea just a line from the song. i miss him. its a strong feeling in me. its just there. never leaves me. gonna do my art. post l8r if theres anything to update on.
