DORKYcharsiewww®

w00t.

2005-03-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

heyos. my plan went well. except that me and gabbo didnt turn up for the gig. kit, gordon and maine went. hahaa .

well, travelled all the way to chongpang for a hair dye. cost me 40bucks but yeah worth it i guess. hahahahaa poor suchiang had to wait outside the salon for me. it was so crowded, geez! haha actually it was 50, then i bargained it to 40. lol, im good eyy? hahahaa after that, we walked to northpoint, which was actually quite nearrr. hmms bought movie tiks for the eye 10 at 1700 then head for lunch cum dinner at kfc. had this 4 piece chicken, 2 potato whip, 2 coleslaw and 2 drinks. geez, so godamn full. after that we slacked around northpoint. scouted for hairpin and went to popular and purchased 3 CD-R. haha we are that free aight. oh yes, just the both of us. lol . so like we hang out around gv yishun 10. lol funland was soooo crowded so we decided not to warm any of the chairs wit our arses; we got out. lol not much of a change there yeah since i moved away 7 years back.

the movie is not what i thought it would be like. it was kinda comedy or so called yeah . but there were freaky parts as well. not as much as humorous ones tho. lol hmms then gabbo called at bout 615 . said to meet at yishun mrt at bout 650 and yea he reached at 710. lol! well met up wit him, introed suchiang to him and walked to his house. hahaa so farr. actually not. hahahaa but i made noise bout it. lol

so yeah his bro was at home. lol, looks like some kinda small ahbeng. tho i dontknow how old he is. haha we made ourselves at home. played his ps2, watched tv and laughed so loudly like its nobodys business. sorry dorkygabbo, but you were really sweet to have invited me to your place. lol ok hmm i even played spiderman2. hahahaha . slacked till bout 2130 then left for home. gabbo sent us both to the interchange .

we got up 853, waved goodbye to gab, in the decision of heading home. but we dropped at khatib mrt station. the pasarmalam attracted us. hahahaha so we got down. had some food before we continued our long journey home. =)))) tiring day, but fruitful, meaningful. wahoehoaheohaeohe! thanks gabbo and sorry that both of us didnt make it for the gig. i thought gabe is like a very quiet person. but he can be really noisy too. do not judge its book by its cover. x))

love is patient and kind.
it does not envy.
it does not boast.
it is not proud.
it is not rude.
it is not self seeking.
it is not easily angered.
it keeps no record of wrongs .
it always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perserves .

gotten this from gabbos desk. lol! its carved on some wooden box thingy. yeah and its something similar to whats said in a walk to remember. =)))

here goessss.

2005-03-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

okay, heres my plan for later on in the daaaaay!

1100 - wake up.
1200 - leaves house for serangoon to meet suchiang.
1330 - reaches yishun, chong pang. and scouts for salon.
1400 - dye hair .
1630 - heads for golden village for the eye 10.
1900 - finishes movie and head for dorkygabbos house .

plans after 1900, after going to his place, might be heading for a gig at esplanade wit him. hmms? haha dont think id have the cash but he promised to turn up for the bbq so i might turn up for the gig wit dorkygabbbbo . anyway i get to see maine, kit and others too. hahahaha x))

well, gotta go zzz now. if not my plan would be overturned. lol uhm? and i wonder if theres tuition tmr, sheeeeesh! hope something dont suddenly happen and thrash my wonderful plan for tmr lol. anyway theres another gig on sunday as well. but sunday imma have to go to the hospital for injection, once again, yea.

GEEZ, ok nights.

men of honour.

2005-03-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

geez, just finished watching men of honour. god! theyre so godamn against niggas. geez.

haha dorkygabbo said i should listen to him for once and watch that show so yeah i did. the only nigga, carl, was put to tests. not tests actually cos the americans wanna rid him from the navy, diving thingy yeah. geez in the end, one of his leg was even amputated as he wanna reinstate to his job. but the americans doesnt allow. so he proved it to them wit the help of hmm the chief. haha and he finally did it.

its based on true story. carl brashear seriously existed. haha. yea we should look up to him as a role model. he never gives up, thats the moral. and, honour. =)))

ok, i wasted the whole of today. i feel so wasted like, once again yeah. oh geez. christ! okay i shouldnt swear, dorkygabbo says. hahahaha! =))

GOSH! BIG NEWS

2005-03-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

OKAY, I GOTTA POST THIS NO MATTER WHAT COS IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS. MY BRO ACTUALLY DROVE MY DADS VAN OUT FOR SUPPER WIT HIS GF. GEEZ! IM SO JEALOUS! NVM IM GONNA GET MY LICENSE END OF THE YEAR. OMG I SAW HIS DROVE THE VAN OUT OF THE CARPARK. GOD, HES GOT THE SKILLS. HAHA .

chatted wit eunice earlier on. she and matt broken up like months back and she still havent got over him. geez matt told her that he no longer feels for her. man, its so cruel! sighs . nvm, ive got your back and youve got mine. cheer up!

talked to gabe just now too. and coincidentally, hes so into mass comm like me too! man, hes gonna get his arse into mdis or so i hope. lol we gonna crap all day there i guess. hahahhaa but its still not confirm yet as hes appealing for infocom, which hes not interested at all in. geez. i hope he doesnt get into that and comes to mass comm instead. its gonna be so fun wit him around ! hahahahahaa . =)))) haha had much fun chatting wit him. talked bout his bintan trip and his anxiousness into getting into mdis. woohoo~ dorky kids die haaaaaaaaaaard!! w00t.

l8rs!

dorky.

2005-03-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

been out since morning wit suchiang and miko. shopped for clothes at bugis. oh, as well as a ice shaver but couldnt find any .

instead me and miko bought 2 giordano tees each. mine, black and uhh some orangey red. and her, black and white. gosh i never bought bright colours clothes before. hahahahahaa okay time for a change yea. hmms then went to suchiangs shop to slack.

hahahahaa had a real gr8 time . like always, wit miko around. theres always fun, joy and laughter. her jokes always cover up my sorrows. =))) love you, miko.

well, talked bout lotsa stuff regarding my future. they told me so much; ive reached enlightenment. haha see how much they care for me, lol. thanks guys, i appreciate it alot. gonna heed what you guys said i think. but just dontknow if its gonna work out. or maybe, time will tell yeah. its no rush at all. okay, details not for 18 and below. who says we are not 18? ;) do not belittle us.

chalets coming up next week and im really looking forward to it . of cos hopes everyone turns up. haha yummy truffle cake, yummy screwdriver, all awaiting us!! joy and fun is all we gonna have that day, i promise. no sorrows, no sadness. just fun and laughter. do it guys, im sure you guys can. today JAE results out. tho some of y'all didnt get into the desired poly/course, do not give up appealing aight. im sure miracles gonna appear. =)))) may you guys get into dream courses soooon .

im a dork.

2005-03-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

okay, im a dork .

fabulous dream.

2005-03-21T13:15:00.000+08:00

jesus.

i had a fabulous dream . im willing to die, to have that dream once more. it seemed so realistik. but i know its never gonna come true.

i cant forget the dream. but usually people would say, dreams would turn out otherwise in the reality. sheeesh! =((((

i miss you.

2005-03-21T03:58:00.000+08:00

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me,
Off guard , red handed; now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me.

I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream, fuck me.

ill be just fine, pretending im not . -tedious charsiewww

tiramisu&truffle-

2005-03-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. try out tiramisu or truffle. seriously, its nice. truffle has higher content of wine than tiramisu and its more chocolaty while tiramisu more moussey and has cheese; truffle doesnt. w00t. try it out okay!

bring me out for a piece of tiramisu/truffle and ill be on a date wit you! whoops?

w00t, i ordered a truffle cake for suchiangs chalet on the 31st. omg i cant wait. its gonna be so yummy. me and mikos gonna get so high on rum, she said. whaoheohaeohaoheoaheee shes gonna go crazy and wont stop giggling i bet. =)))) hope something good turns out from the chalet .

i remembered we once shared a piece of tiramisu .

heres a pic of tiramisu to make you drool!

whoeahoehaoeheoae.

2005-03-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

woke up 830am today. woah, broke my own record. so early!

went to look for yuting. had breakfast at the hawker centre just down her house and yea had lotsa fun. whaoheoaheohaeea its been a long time since we got together so yeah its fun talking to her. oh suchiang was there too! whaohoaehoaheee. nice morning. w00t. joshua said he cant pierce for me today. he gotta go church. very rush and all. shit!

hmm then went to downtown east wit suchiang to book his chalet. we went to the information counter to book but wtf so ex if pay by cash, 170bucks. if book thru axs and nets, its 110bucks. hahahahaa nice. hahahaa its booked under my name. lol and when we were leaving that place, i got crashed by the carpark that red and white thingy. yknow when cars insert their cashcard then drive out, the thing open and close. haha dammit i was talking to suchiang bout the redhouse and the thing came down! the fuck my head got knocked so hard! . =(((( dammit balugu. HAHAHAHAHAHAA!

slacked around white sands. then went to bishan . bought my jack and sally keychain. so nice! hmm left j8 for my house. lol he came to my house to play puzzle fighter. haha nothing better to do. =)))

my head hurts badly.

damn, how i wish you can have the jack and me, the sally.

weisrahc

2005-03-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

w00t.

sheeeeesh.

bad things never fail to befall me. once again im hit . gosh!

imma get to sleep early today, tho its already kinda late now. gonna meet yuting to get my studs early in the morning then accompany suchiang to book his chalet thingy at pasir ris. dammit, so far. prolly meet up wit joshua after that.

ive got a swollen gum. =((( and yea gotta visit the hospital again on the 27th i think. sheesh another injection thats gonna make me jump. needles freak me out. holy shiat.

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you - deprived charsiewwww.

w00t.

2005-03-18T02:54:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
It seems like yesterday
That we were making plans
For the future
But it's been so long
Since I have known the truth
These dreams we've left abandoned
And I'm haunted by your face
And the memory of your kisses
Sweet kisses
Do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
Do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
We swore that we would never end
We knew our love transcend space and time
Do you remember?
These memories slip away
The ghost of what we were
Is fading
But there is no more pain
Which is funny 'cause that night
I was dying
Now I don't even recognise
The guy I swore that somedayI would marry
But I can't forget his face
And I can't forget his kisses.

w00t. yawns. what do i really lack now? what the fuck am i becoming? its so contradicting. lifes never screwed. its just how the way you live it. maybe its right. but im still in the world of my own. im not willing to open up my world to anyone else yet. not now, definitely not.

lemme be. just lemme be. maybe someday, somehow, ill recover from the pain you inflicted on me. ill be fine. someday. not so soon. its gonna take a long time. im sorry, so sorry .

memories slowed - dorkycharsiewww.

for all the broken hearts.

2005-03-17T12:59:00.000+08:00

for all the broken hearts >>

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.

But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.

You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure nor won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, relearning, discovering, rediscovering, and growing.

The greatest irony of love is LETTING GO WHEN YOU WANT TO HOLD ON and HOLDING ON WHEN YOU NEED TO LET GO.

Love is to risk rejections; to hope is to risk failure; to reach for another is to risk involvement; to expose your feelings is to expose your true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return. But isn't it living is to risk of dying? Risk must be taken because THE GREATEST HAZARD IN LIFE IS RISKING NOTHING!

How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It CAN STAB THE HEART but it also CAN CARVE WONDERFUL IMAGES INTO THE SOULTHAT LAST FOR A LIFETIME!

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that these were the things which helped you grow.

oh well, for myself, i think its kinda yeah true. some of it yeah. =))) since when am i so emotional. holy fuck. hahaa no, i just saw this somewhere so im just sharing these wit the broken hearts .

boohoo!

2005-03-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

boohoo!

yawns. havent been blogging a few days. kinda, busy? hahaa went for theresas chalet at downtown east yesterday and yeaa stayed over, had lots of fun. lol, we went to the redhouse after theresa went to bed. omg scary atmosphere. scared the shit outta me, tho we didnt see anything extraordinary. haha

came home this morning at bout 1030. my dad came to fetch yea. wahohoaeheoea was so dead beat. couldnt even walk a step further. came home, showered and hopped on to bed. till bout 3plus, joe called. asked me if i wanna pierce my lip today. well, i couldnt even get out of bed. wasnt even feeling good. haha sorrrrry yeaaaa. so i just slept bout 3 hours? hahaa last night i was wide awake. everyone was sleeping except for me and theresas bf. they all have loud snores and that alone kept me awake.

few of us there finished a whole big bottle of rum. no, no one was drunk or did anything stupid yeah. but we played stupid games and dug into eachs secret. hahahahaa how insanee yeah. jeremy and weekeong, busted. they went home early, didnt stay over wit the rest of us.

i cant hold on for too long - only one.

only one.

2005-03-12T02:56:00.000+08:00

broken, this fragile thing now.
and i cant, i cant pick up the pieces.
and ive thrown my words all around.
but i cant, i cant give you a reason.

i feel so broken up.
and i give up.
just wanna tell you so you know.

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.
you are my only one.
ill let go.
theres just no one who gets me like you do.
youre my only, my only one.

made my mistakes, let you down.
and i cant, i cant hold on for too long.
i ran my whole life in the ground.
and i cant, i cant get up when youre gone.

somethings breaking up.
i feel like giving up.
i wont walk out until you know.

i feel so broken up.
i cant get up when youre gone.
youre my only one.

pulau ubin and night safari trrrrriiip!

2005-03-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

okay, went to ubin yesterday. was my dads birthday so yea went there to pray and had seafood there. real yummy and fresh. we ordered black pepper crab, sweet/sour prawn, wild boar meat and steamed fish. omg its so freshhh!! lol its bout 80bucks in total yea. hahaaha ex. had a taste of what kampong life is like. lol its like hiking lol. ferry trip to ubin is nice. nice waves, nice wind. but the trip back is a lil sucky. boat swayed alot. high tide lol, nearly puked the seafood out. but it was good experience. at least not that bad, like what happened on the ferry from hongkong to macau. ill never forget that.

so like our returned trip took 10mins, like when we went. but the boat set of at 545. and buying of toto time stops at 6. dammit my dad couldnt rush it to the betting station. lol haha poor dad. oh yea, my bro was being a lil screwed up yea

hmms then went to far east, for hair braiding actually. but he dont do it on the spot when requested. so must make appointed and go back again. ;s what the hell.

so yea today went to tpy to play pool wit saleh and davin. lol had one hell of a fun. its been a long time since i last see saleh and i think theres a big change in him. one thing that never changes is his jovial-ness and uhh he doesnt frown actually. hehhs nice guy. and davin. davins such an ass. lol he said i dont look right wit skirt. whats that supposed to mean, davin!? haha. once again, saleh bought a chocolate walfer after pool. lol thats his favourite, or so he claims it to be hahahaha.

then head to amk to meet up wit miko, hweepeng and suchiang while saleh went to the barber and davin to jamming. so like we met up at bout 515 and walked around amk as it was still early to board a bus to night safari. we finally settled down at a coffeeshop just beside the interchange. lepak there till like 630. crapped, had fun. reeaal fun. =)))

took 138 to safari. cost 24bucks including the tram rides of cos. we did stupid poses for shots and yea lotsa stupid things. hahah everything was gr8, the walking trails, tram rides and the night creature show. one word, gr8. but fruit bats scared the shit hell outta us. me and miko. hweepeng and suchiang were so calmed lol . hehhh after that went to the gift shop. after much consideration bout whether to buy the leopard or the elephant stuffed toy, miko decided to buy both and hweepeng bought a watch while i got myself nothing. haha kinda ex and yea have been spending alot lately so, time to save up again. all of us were making fun of her buying the stuffed elephant haha. it has huge long trunks. lol, okay you know what i mean. some dumb auntie scolded me and miko when we wanted to take a pic of that stuffed elephant. damned, shes so rudeeeee. why can they serve tourists so well and not our local mates? dammit! miko was so furious. so yea on the way out, we did stupid things again and yea trying to hide from the tourists, refraining from letting them see how stupid we singaporeans could be. we climbed the railings and shit. lol suchiang did it wit me. he was funky enough tonight! haha

so yea took 138 back to amk interchange. lol was bout midnight then. then we hopped on a cab home. the four of us. haha. long tiring day. not really, enjoyable . imma wait for mia to get home from school. its only like 1306pm there now. 13hours back in time! 2 more hours before she gets her arse back home. haha. =))))

lots of your images appearing over and over again .

fruitful daaaaaay!

2005-03-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

fruitful daaaaaaaaaay! okay, night, to be exact. lol

slacked home till bout 3plus then went for tuition class yea. got paid today. wheoheoehoahoaa. hmms, taught 2 lessons str8 today for i didnt went for a whole week. lol laziness is getting into me every now and then .

so taught for 3 hours or so. had dinner there. lol yummy prawns, her mom cooked. wheoheoheohaoa. i was shy, so i didnt each much there. lol then met up wit toonkit, boonkheng and kelvin at kovan. the four of us had family feast. lol, okay, three, to be exact. kelvin didnt wanna eat. haha so like boonkheng were complaining bout being so full after eating only one chicken. lol in the end, he stuffed himself wit 3. hahahaha. funny guy . oh yes. when i first met them, boonkheng was like, 'omg, like father like daughter.' dammit, cos i was wearing that stud belt. lol and he said, hi rocker. lol wtf.

so when eating, boonkheng said he wanna learn guitar. asked me where to get cheap guitar. so i told him at penin. lol. then toonkit suggested skating after that so we headed to boons. so since i dont play the guitar so often, boon suggested that we swap. lol, so he lent me his deck. ive got it here, right in my room. wheoheoehoehohaa hes gonna come get the guitar someday. lol, make sure you dont wreck it! its my precious. lol okay, had real fun skating today. thanks for teaching, boonkheng and toonkit. =)))) we stopped at vol3 didnt we? lol

my attachment would be at oklahoma city university, usa. hopefully i get a chance to go. but not so soon tho. hehs. im looking forward to school start. by then, things will settle down for me, hopefully.

going night safari wit miko, hweepeng and suchiang on tues night. prolly get wasted wit ruby and hakim after that. yea, wasted .

sally still misses jack .

starry night. is there?

2005-03-06T04:10:00.000+08:00

did nothing today.

passed another day feeling so wasted.

im a wasted .

new blogskin .

2005-03-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

okay, new skins up.

hmms, yesterday met mingfu, nic, subash and vivek at serangoon central? haha they just finished jamming. lol they seemed to be sorta grown up now. used to be small kids. hahahaha. anyway, i was heading to suchiangs shop then .

aight, i met him when i was on the bus heading home. he was walking towards the bus stop i was at. so yea i smsed him. and we exchanged a few smses. =))

schools starting. i cant wait. im rotting at home. oh yeah. my schools just at sims avenue. opposite aljunied mrt. thats like so near. =)))

okay everyone, ive a story to relate. its bout a girl whose got white blood cells more than red ones. so its sorta like a cancer i think, a disease. one day the doctor told her, she only has very slim chance of living on. but the poor lil girl decided that she should live everyday happily instead of in sorrows.

so this girl lived everyday to the fullest. even tho she knew she was dying. she faced difficulties wit bravery and besides, this is the matter between life and death. she was facing death . okay, the moral of the story is, why normal, healthy people cant face setbacks and difficulties wit a positive mindset and yet a sick girl can do so? i guess this is something that only a sick person can possess. not true actually. we should be strong-willed.

so, no matter what setbacks we faced, we should get up and carry on. the lil girls story is a very good example .

in my heart, thats where youll always remain.

experieces wit cars.

2005-03-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

ooooo registered for school. =))) schools starting on the 18 april. yummy.

okay, woke up early morning and went to the career fair at suntec conventional hall. wahoeheoheohea talked to thanneer again. this time, wit my parents. so yea, paid uhh bout 50 odd for admission fee? haha hmm then head to chinatown. mom went there to buy daily neccessity. haha me and my dad went to pick mangoes! those mangoes were small in size. kinda like round. but theyre really yummy and sweeeeet. better than those bought ones. whaoheoehoeha no joke.

so me and my dad were talking bout cars and i told him my dream car is mazda mx5. thats my dream car and im gonna work hard for it. he says if i pass my diploma well and plus if i get a driving license without spending much cost, he will get that car for me. YAY! im gonna work for it. a livetime dream godammit. look at the car, its so georgous. i bet you do agree wit me. so like my dad ask why not buy a ferrari, its bout the same size and shape but ferraris shape is some sort not so nice. haha thats what i think and my mom made fun. she said i wouldnt even be able to afford the wheels of ferrari. damn! hahhaa nvm we shall see, mom.

followed my dad to ayer rajah for vehicle inspection. thats for renewing road tax. dammit inspection cost 69.30. wtf so ex. and for normal cars its bout 54plus. ;s expensive. i think there were 3 stations. station one checks the black fumes. station 2 checks the car lights. and the last station checks wheels. lol those brakes thingy yea. haha and yay, it passed! haha if fails, re-inspection would cost 40 over bucks. dammit the government do know how to cheat civilians money. lol we dont earn alot, please do not make suck meagre money out of us. you do know these sums are meagre to you. lol

so after vehicle inspection, we headed for home. and uh dropped by macpherson POSB for mymom to update the bankbook. i went to the mamashop by the roadside to buy newpaper. such coincidence, i met ruby and clare. haha her back for facing me, walking away and i saw. was kinda so familiar so i called out to her and chatted for awhile. lol

ruby; take up mass comm. it wouldnt be a wrong path. your english is good. it would be sucha waste if you give up the chance. =)))

gtg out again. haha anyway today no more work. yesterday was the last day and next thurday is paycheck day! woohoo! okay, got scolded by mom for cashing out so much money. i told her ill put back. lol she says i cash out more then what i bank in. haha ill try to be more thrifty. but y'know those magazines are really tempting and irresistable. hehs. l8rs

take a look at my dream car below .

another day.

2005-03-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

ooh another day.

took a cab to work yesterday. the uncle talked so much. lol like we know each other damn well. he said he was gonna change shift at sengkang. so he send me to ubi first. then he say what nvm cos ubi very near only. like brothers, very near each other. lol crap. then he talked bout sengkang hougang all. wtf? haha but hes nice la haha

haha at work, two aunties actually thought i was a malay girl. rofl wtf . im not! haha they say cos i hang out wit 3 malay guys. well, theyre practically all i know. haha the rest are so ah beng and talk nonsensical stuffs.

lol so the malay woman i mentioned, did not turn up for work yesterday. i guess shes not gonna appear today either. nothing special at work. still the same; noisy aunties. hmms oh yea i dled a film labelled Hitch 2005 but i watched the starting and it doesnt seem like it is. i dont even see will smith in it. lol and it has a part of it feat. joel madden! i wonder what film is that. have yet to find out. haha

okay, gotta go shower and head for work. YAWN. im gonna sleep early tonight, once i get back from work. i feel so tired like i dont have enough rest. ;s

notice me, take my hand. why are we strangers when our love is strong? why carry on without me?

lalalala tired.

2005-03-02T02:55:00.000+08:00

okay, came back from work. showered, all clean.

haha work was alright. hakim and his two friends were one hell of a #@%^#$ group. lol they take turns to fart when they eat during breaks. how crude. haha oh yea, had nasi goreng during the first break and just a milo, the other. hmms, i got to know this malay girl. a married woman. haha she told me to just call her ICE. lol nice. haha so like the superior there were complaining bout her sticking the barcode sticker wrongly or not properly. so she was like kinda pissed off as they kept harping on it. haha you know, aunties and uncles love to nag alot. so do bear wit it. lol coincidentally, we share the same cab home as she was staying at toa payoh. lol she was complaining bout having to pass by bidadari cemetry. rofl sorry. haha =))))

oh yea the company name is uh mudoslink. sound kinda indian aint it. haha hakims friends were nice. lol tho they kept talking in malay. ya thanks alot. multi racial ok lol. so works like for 4 days. its a 4-day project. it happens every month. haha yay! gr8. im gonna register for school soon. dad, thank you for going wit my decision. =)))

aight, gonna go watch white chicks now. haha l8rs.

eurotrip. =)))

2005-03-01T03:26:00.000+08:00

just watched eurotrip. nice, funny. =)))) scottie doesnt knowwww.

okay umm got results. 21points. disappointed? oh no, its alright. ive done my best and ive no regrets. =)))

hospital trip tmr. and yea work starts tmr. man, im feeling so lethargik right now. no more energy to spare. g'night.

liverpool VS chelsea. CHELSEA GO GO GOOO!!

2005-02-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

chelsea won. CHELSEA GO GO GOOOO!!!

wheoheoehoehoahoahaoha when everyone thought liverpool would win as chelsea lost 2 matches in a row, miracle happened =))) . chelsea won. hip hip hurray!!

oh well, went to new market to join the crowd. not in screaming for liverpool but to support chelsea. lol terry betted on liverpool. oh man it came on a draw when fulltime. woohooo then it was extended and chelsea came to glory =))) . whoehoeheohoahoaa liverpools first goal was kinda absurd. scored on the first minute when the game just started. wtf? haha but yea gerrard was kinda dumb enough to score one for chelsea. which is obviously an own goal. it was stated (OG) over there. i think it humiliated liverpool greatly. oh well. haha at the new market were mostly liverpool fans i can see. i mean they all scream their heads off when like liverpool nearly scored. and when chelsea nearly do so, there werent any noise, except me rofl. so finally when gerrard scored an own goal, oh dammit, i realised there were bangalas supporting chelsea. lol that isnt the most exciting aight . the most exciting part was, a player from liverpool actually net himself . lol if you get what i mean. haha its so hilarious when that happened aight so i kept laughing and people were looking. haha i think . anyway, good game =))) .

oh yeah getting results. 2pm. haha yuting told me, ive confidence, that ill fail. haha well done girl, cos same here too. =)) we shall hug each other and cry like those in dramas alright. haha. cheerios.

anyway i just watched hot chick. which i watched like 2 years back i guess. haha next shows gonna be white chicks. lol heard its gonna be fun. =)) love my new comp .

love you to bits, jack. tho youre not wit me. =)

=))) all smiles.

2005-02-27T04:47:00.000+08:00

okay, my new cpu is back. yoohoo! everythings new. new motherboard, processor, hdd and cd writer! wahoeheoheohoaha . okay, its working gr8. thnx mia dear for keeping the zipfile for me. =))) once it came back, i installed programmes and yea, drivers. whoeheohoaha the whole comp is to my satisfaction now. thanks dad. and yea it cost 855bucks. not cheap, i know. whole loads of thanks to my dad and bro, for the effort.

my first movie is gonna finish downloading. whoeheohaoha happy. but anyway, something shocking happened ...

sandip called me like uh 15mins ago and we were talking. he seemed to be drunk and talked nonsense yea. and yeah, hes calling all the way from UK. wtf? and spouting nonsense. but anyway i hope hes fine cos he sounded really thrashed. he mentioned something bout partying wit his friends or something and got himself so high. hope he will be fine the next morning i guess . how worrying haha. but hangover is the outcome of partying wit loads of alcohol. beat that. =)))

have yet to set up the scanner. bro gave me the cable to connect but im too lazy to test it yea. dad got me my big piece of glass finally. to be placed on the table. wit photos and all beneath the glass. brilliant, isnt it? =)) my room is still in a mess but got rid of all secondary textbooks. a new start, i guess. results in like a days time? haha well i dont hope for much tho.

might be going for a movie later on in the afternoon wit suchiang. have yet to confirm :s and yes, i love dried roses! =)) dhiraj said he sent something over for me. i wonder what is it. havent reach tho he said he sent it like weeks ago. haha alright itll take sometime to come. all the way from switz. haha thnx alot .

i feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes; Love Actually.

temple trip .

2005-02-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

loves the funeral of hearts .

woke up early this morning and uhm went to the temple near ftpss. went to pray, obviously. haha the incinerator was blazing hot. i was trying to burn some papers there yea. so yea can imagine the heat coming out from the huge incinerator; burning hot. my dad lent me a hand of cos. haha mom didnt tag along as she got some prayings to do at home. how busy -____-" .

hmms oh yea like a few weeks ago someone won 200million big sweep. and he bought the big sweep tiks from some old man at the temple. i think he sells toto, 4D, big sweeps there everyday, rain or shine. haha so my dad asked me to pick 5 for him. lol and i did. 15bucks. ok dad, youre rich. hope my hands will bring you luck. lol, i bought a colourful band. hmms, its sorta like for safety. well haha, superstitious. =))))

came home, fixed my comp and yea have been on it till now. feeling kinda lazy. dontknow to work anot. lazy to go for interviews, filling up forms and in the end, they dont even give a shit. damned. haha shall see how .

@#$^#!^@!

2005-02-23T03:44:00.000+08:00

aight, firstly, ive no idea why bloggers in chinese aight.

okay, heard that results gonna be out on the 28th, which is monday. well, no ones gonna share my joy or sorrow wit me anyway :s

ive loaded my sally- pik in as part of the blog. is it wonderful? look how lonely sally is, all by herself. where is jack? no idea :s how redundant haha

k, gotta zzz. important things on tmr. sheesh feeling so lethargik right now. -zzz

llalalalalaa.

2005-02-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

it combines a heart wit a pentagram; represents the juxtapostion of love and hate/anger, life and death.

ive yet to find the full diagram of labels and all. i guess they have it, like the way the pentagram does. haha hmms, kinda tired to blog these few days. have been hanging out till quite late and by the time i reach home, i just lie on the sofa to watch tv. haha oh well thats life before schools gonna start. its gonna be different once school starts. oh yea maybe suchiang will be attending the same school as im. yay, at least i wont be so lonely. but maybe only. sheesh. haha

adelines going to japan for holiday this friday. wish her bon voyage. whoeheohaohaoaha mandy moore. she really look like her in some ways la. =)))) ok, the jamie sullivan in a walk to remember aight. hehs she likes josh hartnett while i looove ben affleck. both acted in pearl harbour. wahoehoeheoehohaoh =))))

oh yeah gotta get a prolly 40gig hard disk or maybe more and a cd writer by tmr! thankiew dad.

ok, gotta run ! tuition..... sheesh.

wohoeheohaoa.

2005-02-20T05:31:00.000+08:00

ooh. today was a fruitful day!

lazed till bout 4. then uh went out wit tery to hmv. bought a green day mag and HIM and love said no cd. haha nice! yea cost me bout 40 plus. haha went to han's for dinner at far east and it sucked badly. cold soup, soft garlik bread(aint crunchy), and the main dish was arrgg. haha seriously, not nice. lol

then shopped around far east. wanted to look for a heartagram pendant but couldnt find. dammit. found a heartagram belt buckle tho. haha didnt buy. was kinda ex, 24bucks. haha so yeaa hang around then went ps to meet terys friends, vincent, shawn and boon seng. they were having fun wit their xbox. lol we walked all the way from far east to ps cos of the road block caused by the chingay. damn it was so crowded. worse than cny and countdown. =))

so like they had waffles each at gelare except for tery and me. bunch of crappers, seriously. haha full of nonsense but yea its fun hanging out wit them. haha vincent and shawn even forsake their movie and went some cafe wit us. haha crazy fellows! so like we smoked this funny thingy wit peach scent. haha kinda fun but it aint addictive, tery says. the peach scent smelt like some funny smell. aint nice at all. well this whole smoking thingy last 4 of us for like 45mins? haha not nice! arg. haha vincent keep smoking but no smoke came out from him so he said he swallow all the smoke. then tery said cos he never tarik so no smoke haha. but anyway this isnt harmful at all. it just got the tatste and smell of peach thats all. and yea, theyve got lots of flavours to choose from and you gotta be 18. we all smuggled thru, except tery, hes legal. soon ill be. lol they had 2 cans of coke each and 6 cans of coke together cost 21bucks. how ex, rofl . haha so like lepak till 1am and my dad came to fetch us. =))) what an experience.

mom will kill me when she updates my bank book. sorry mom, ill take up a job soon aight. maybe tmr. or the day after. ive got plans tmr . haha anyway the cd is gr8.

and love said no . sighs~

wwe royal rumble

2005-02-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

oh, just finish watching royal rumble. 3 hours of wwe. haha oh yea anyway, john cena sorta has the eyes of ben affleck! NICE.

haha davin came my house just now. to take the chem book and some notes. then we slacked at the multi-storey carpark. haha funny. and we met asis and co while heading home. haha nice one.
davin; dont forget what i told you. your lungs will become as black as youre if you continue. haha sorry thats just a casual racist comment. he didnt mind, he laughed wit me instead. lol =)))

haha anyway, met watson to pass him honey, the vcd. kinda tired today but not much of an achievement tho. haha every day is a new beginning.

KIDS, DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. I DID =)))

holla.

2005-02-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

g'day, people.

woke like bout 1plus and lazed. haha just had my meal and mopped the floor. lol im not lazy aight. well, supposed to go out today but cancelled. and davin was supposed to come to my house but everyone was home so yea, not convenient. they might think otherwise. arg, parents, y'know. haha the two roses i got for valentines day are wilted! theyre becoming dried flowers. hmm yummy, i love dried flowers. mwuacks

heading to zooooooo tmr. yutings idea so yea just going along wit it. she says she wanna go see ah mengs. haha think shes crazy somehow. lol but anyway, i cant wait for results to be out. haha yea so much so of exciteness .

jack&sally- a pair.

unfailing faith.

2005-02-18T03:21:00.000+08:00

unfailing faith.

uhh went to town today wit tery. to mdis, to check out the course yea. its like bout 5K. well, not so bad. ive decided to sign up for it once my results are out. not to waste any time of cos. oh yeah, been to wheelock place, bought a jack skellington figurine. cool. haha and watched constantine wit tery at ps. haha nice, interesting and funny. my name is constantine, john constantine, asshole. haha .

oh well, lets talk bout what happened when i went to acquire bout the course in mdis. haha this man, thanneer, came and talked to me bout the course. so like tery was just beside me. he came and introed himself as thanneer and tery was like laughing, like wtf? haha so when we left the building, we were both giggling bout his name. ok sorry, no racism in here. tery started it; blame him. haha

so yea hmm, i watched a walk to remember the second time. man, im not sick of it yet. it touched my heart. hehs =))) how emo can charsiew get? haha oh well! GIRLS! anyway, ADELINE LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE MANDY MOOREEEEE. OMG!!

oh yeah, talked to davin again and yea, hes got lots of unsolvable problems.
davin; everythings gonna be fine aight. you gotta face things wit the right attitude and of cos unfailing faith. =)))

guys, watch more movies. sensible ones. they teach you bout life. its good for us, teenagers. haha, i aint joking aight. alright, nights.

love is never resentful.

kissy.

2005-02-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

haha kissy.

mia ka, it kills.

2005-02-17T03:14:00.000+08:00

mia ka dear, it kills.

youre right dear, why burn money? =))) thanks for enlightenment.

anyway, slept at 6am earlier on and uh was woken by a phone call. dammit, i was enjoying my sleep aight. and i dreamt that i had a big fight wit yuting. man, what a dream. haha wanted to go town, to hmv. but too lazy to get out of bed so yea lazed till 5pm and head to amk . haha i nearly black out while teaching tuition. you wouldnt believe it. both of 'em (mom included) were so scared i might faint at their place. lol so they lemme sleep on the sofa after taking panadol. so like i was at there from 630 till like 1030. haha nice one, blacking out at peoples house. shame! haha and scaring people out of their wits .

my head is like cracking now. i think im lacking sleep. im deformed. i stay wide awake at night and dead asleep in the day. what am i becoming? not knowing how to take care of myself. haha im gonna switch back to normal sleeping time, im gonna get it right again. maybe been up to wit too much chatting wit friends overseas. theyve been keeping me awake at night and of cos, the vcds.

and, i feel so wasted sleeping a whole afternoon away .

high school and colleges over in other countries sounds fun. i wanna have a taste of what its like in there, like my friends described, ang moh babes; tall and slim wit huge boobs. hunks; caucasians, yum. haha well, im trying to get my mom send me over somewhere. do you think she allows? id give it a go anyway. haha sg is ruining me. HAHA OH WELL, MAYBE NOT! IF I COULD GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT, ill stay. =))

ok, its like 315am now so imma try to hop on to bed early to switch back to normal. haha . mandy, your 'only hope' is stuck in my head. haha and i lift my hands and pray; to be only yours i pray ...youre my only hope.

does such love story really exists in this world? its just so heart-wrenching to know that the girl has to part in the end. and the guy still longs for her, spending every moment wit her willingly.

love is like the wind; you cant see it, but you can feel it.

a walk to remember.

2005-02-16T06:08:00.000+08:00

Love is patient. Love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boost.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices wit the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

quoted from imdb.
also part of whats said in, a walk to remember.

shane wests so hot. so is mandy moore. man, very touching, emotional movie wit intense scenes =))) .

yalamber, i hope youll send the notebook and others to me soon. im craving for that. thankieww budd. =)) nights for now.

what happened?

2005-02-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

i woke up this evening and realised, it has all been a looooong dream. a dream that i could never wake up from.

a girl told me, what matters is your confidence and not your looks or anything else. thanks, friend.

hmm, today started off at 545pm for me. thats when i woke up. and yea slacked around at home. supposed to go town but woke up wit a terrible headache, so stayed home instead. and as the sky gets darker, my head feels like its cracking into two. and i was just left home alone, dealing wit it myself. so i just laid on the sofa lifeless.

there are many vcds awaiting me. so yea, im gonna start off wit, a walk to remember.

indeed, it has been an long, unforgotten journey.

gonna have tuition tmr. man im so lazy to travel to amk but nvm, 50bucks per fortnight. 2 lessons a week. oh well. thats extra cash for my nbcs. jack and sally, here i come. not forgetting nbc puzzle. ill get you guys soon =)))

happy belated vals day.

2005-02-15T04:04:00.000+08:00

ok well, i shall start off wit a late happy vals day. may all lovers be together, loving and sweeeet .

went out to watch himalaya singh wit suchiang and met up wit yuting and sagita after that. boring showw. i do i do is so much more hilarious. oh well then we scouted for nbcs before the movie. haha . nothing much to post on.

oh yea, watched nbc again today in the afternoon. nice. its just so perfect. GOODBYE JACK, MY DEAREST JACK. sally says. sighs. bought a school of rock and confessions of a teenage drama queen's magnets at uhm shaw tower. the place where Qi Ji lies. haha 2 for 5bucks. not so bad. oh, bought a dough hand-made fortune god for my dad to place in his car which cost like only 3bucks. hope he likes it haha.

met up wit watson in the afternoon. lepak at jackson and he passed me a walk to remember vcd. haha so sorry i forgot to bring what you wanted. my bad .

this valentines is rather boring. or, its like just another day without you. hope youre happy, safe and sound. thatd be good enough. yea i had the urge to want to see you so much so badly but .. nvm, as long as youre good and cool .

ok, my rooms all in a mess. clearing up the paper mess tmr. hmms, results coming out in like a week plus time. haha already settled on what im gonna study so nothing to worry bout actually. aight, gotta get some rest.

H.I.M .

2005-02-10T03:36:00.000+08:00

ok firstly, i havent been blogging in a long time so yea. been kinda busy. wit lots of things. days seem to pass so slow but yet seem to pass fast. ok, contradicting. now hmm second day of lunar new year. gonna go visiting later like in the afternoon yea to my uncles house.

last night OH MAN! was so tiring and like slept bout only at 630am. my parents dragged me to the temple at bugis there to pray. damn. the incense dropped on my arm and now theres a blister there. OUCH! ok, its not those normal incense like you think. its huge and thick. and there were 3 in total. well you can imagine. haha went to chinatown to see fireworks. man its a big CROWD. yes, i mean CROWD becos my mom and i were stucked in the unmoving crowd. so godamn hot and stuffy. oh well, new year mood. everyones having a fun time. i bought gourds, fun eh?

first day of lunar new year should be out visiting relatives aint it? nah i stayed home and rot. but gotten ang pao from parents tho. =))) well i shall not disclose the amount. people usually does spring cleaning before the new year. but i did it on the first day of new year. lol my mom even helped me wit it. so glad i got rid of clothes i didnt want, and cant fit into anymore and WALAAA my cupboard is beautiful once again. i decorated my room again and my mom just laid on my bed and watch me put up nbcs. man, she didnt say anything. thank god. i even told her i wanna buy that nbc clock i saw. haha come to think, my room is full of memories. well, lots of 'em. but strange part is, whenever i face them, i feel guilty and uneasy. i dontknow why.

well, i got a gourd for dad which says SAFE AND SOUND in chinese. so yea he hung it in his van so i hope driving and everything else will be smooth for him this year. as for my bro, he seemed so nice these days to me. wit a motive? haha i dontknow but since we are a family, we should compromise wit one another isnt it? do i sound like ive become more matured? well no, just came to my senses.

im gonna get into my dream course. will register for it once i get my results i guess. hopefully the results wont be too disappointing. haha new year, new resolutions. whats yours? =))) youll never guess what mine is. ill stick to old resolution and make changes for the better.

charsiew/

2005-01-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

charsiew/

give up loving you would be the greatest regret in my life; and i dont wanna have this regret .

everlasting love.

2005-01-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

open up your eyes, then youll realise.
here i stand wit my, everlasting love.
need you by my side.
girl, to be my pride.
never be denied, everlasting love.

you're the one.

when you dream of something, its what youre longing for.

2005-01-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of you. people say, when you dream of the person over and over again, thats what your heart is longing for. i believe so. i miss you so much.

the dream. i wish i never have to wake up from that dream. it seemed so real. but yet when i woke up, you were gone.

how silly was i, to sit there and drop a tear when i know it isnt real.

to change who i used to be, a reason to start over new. and the reason is you.

2005-01-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

baby, i love you and ill never let you go.
but if i have to, boy i think that you should know.
all the love we made, can never be erased.
and i promise you that you will never be replaced.

i love you, yes i do.
ill be wit you as long as you want me to.
until, the end, of time.

from the day i met you, i knew we would be together.
and now i know i wanna be wit you forever.
i wanna marry you, and i wanna have your kids
thinking can never compare to the feeling of your kisses.
i can say im truly happy to this day.
you make me thank god that i live my life everyday.
theres never been a doubt, in my mind, that i regret ever having you by my side.
but if the day comes that i have to let you go.
i think theres something i should probably let you know.
enjoyed everyday, that i spent wit you.
and i will miss you cos im happy that i had you at all.

do you remember this?

i meant it, when i sang it to you. tho its not as sweet as the original one. but yes, i meant it from the bottom of my heart.

`you will never be replaced.

why did you leave me to stray?

dweeeeeb.

2005-01-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

i had orange lollipop today and i remembered you hated orange flavour. it popped from a random machine when i inserted 50cents.

and i wonder if you still feel for me.

`i miss you, really.

dos and donts.

2005-01-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

i dare not call myself ol' li'l forsaken princess. im no princess without you. im not lively, not cheerful, not bouncy, not at all happy without you.

now you know your importance?

you cant be compared wit anyone. i cant witness your smiles, neither can i hear the sound of your laughters. all i can do is, picture your face in my head. your smiles, your laughs, your everything.

sorry bout my dumbness that caused cockroaches. your words hurt me.

5/1/2004 DOOMS DAY.

2005-01-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

dooms day is coming in two days time.

*i miss you, so very badly.

anyway went out wit miko today. kinda have fun. talk alot of crap and all. and joe, joshua busted. thank you. end of speech.

*i want you, all tatooed, i want you BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD!!

IF YOU COULD ONLY READ MY MIND, YOU WOULD KNOW THAT IVE BEEN WAITING, SO LONG.

#@$%&#

2005-01-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

its like exceptionally quiet at home and i feel so bored.

y'know the lava lamp, theres the wax. when i just on it, the wax floats up in a line. then suddenly after much heating, the whole thing collapse down. yea now im slowly going up, and soon ill collapse down like this too.

feel so lonely when youre not around. and i miss you so much now. i tried to be strong, but no matter how strong im, i just cant brush you off my thoughts and i believe its the love thats in between. i <3 you.

cold rain.

2005-01-02T16:58:00.000+08:00

i dreamt bout him. oh well, just roughly bout us and family :( okay well, boring day. got busted by davin. supposed to go play guitar but he backed out the last min saying hes not in the mood. hmm i guess ill be staying home today unless ive made up my mind to go dye my hair. dyed it so many fucking times and the colour didnt come out. the last colour, he dyed it for me. uh dark purple. the colour didnt come out either. i think have to bleach. no idea. sigh :( like miss him alot. but dontknow how to say it either. like wherever i go, there are certain things which reminds me of him. its not a bad thing, those are sweet memories. and i kinda missed it like so much. nothing can make me give it up.

anyway, joes back today. he smsed me like early 6am. haha.

joshua, jere, their couz, went to stadium to watch soccer match. saleh and his friends too. how fun!

anyway i got my 250 bucks bursary. i love the fsas cap i saw and i wanna get it for him since like that time. but i dontknow. maybe some other time. arg, i dont know. if joshua doesnt sms me, then i guess im stuck at home. if not then, we will be going to play pool. how come im feeling so troubled. joshua ask me kill myself to solve my problem. nice one, josh. so i asked him to kill me. and he says okay, the next time he see me. haha.

i miss you, so very much. am here, just right here.

only second day of new year and im already feeling like fuck.

2005-01-02T02:40:00.000+08:00

FEEL LIKE FUCK.

I GOT SACKED FROM MY JOB. LIKE SO FUCKED RIGHT. MY FAULT FOR WAKING UP LATE BUT I ALREADY CALLED TO INFORM. FUCKIT. ANNA CAN GO SUCK ON SOME BALLS.

FUCK IT.

happy new year 2005.

2005-01-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

woah. last night was a wreck. thanks to davin. hhahaa keep wanting to drink. so we drank uh e33. i think theres a sales outside 7-11 so davin and saleh bought. but saleh dont drink. so like he bought for me. haha FREE. k thnx. then after that we were thinking bout walking home, already 3plus. but i wasnt feeling good so i tell them to take a bus. continues walking, and we saw another 7-11. and davin still wants to drink. so we went in, and saleh bought for us, raspberry vodka and fx premium, something like that, im not sure. haha. i took the raspberry one as its more like sweeter and no alcohol taste. not even half of the bottle i finish, davin finished his. i was too bloated to go on, so i gave mine to davin. and he finished all, grumbling that hes giddy and all. haha so we walked to peace centre to take 65M but the damn bus was so crowded that it wouldnt stop for us. and the next bus was like 20mins more. so we slacked at the bus stop. its a total wreck. i went beside the phone booth and puked. haha the caucasians walked past and they say HAPPY NEW YEAR. okay, thanks alot. haha. so we took 65M. the bus was so bulky and bumpy that when i got off the bus, i puked the second round. then davin keep making fun. haha thanks.

well, before this, we met at weelee. davin went jamming wit diwal and all i think. and me and diwal has got the same shoes. haha coincidental. oo we keep slacking at town and they both complained that it was boring and shit. we meet up wit yuting, her bro, suchiang at PS. then we took a train to city hall and walked to suntec. man, do you know how far it is! haha leg was cramped. we wanted to stay at suntec to catch a movie then, but yuting didnt want so we went separate ways. we wanted to watch meet the fockers at 1145, then we would miss the countdown, but god didnt want us to miss it so the seats were like full and we had no other choice but to watch kung fu hustle which is at 1230, after countdown. haha. so since it was like still 11, i called maine to ask where she was. and she asked us to go down to fullerton where gabe, azly, xavier were. so we took a cab there, and davin paid. haha there was the countdown there. so crowded and noisy. haha so me and saleh were like, EH LETS SET OUR HP TIME RIGHT. haha people go there for countdown but we went there to set our hp times. hahahahaa. so like yea, we had 10secs of fun. actually weve decided to give the movie a miss and forfeit our money. but eventually we took a cab back there and saleh paid. HAHAA im a free loader. so sorry,guys.

haha while we were at fullerton, i kept disturbing gabe that maine is my gf. then hes like HEY DONT YOU TOUCH MY GF. hahahahahaha. how sweet :( okay uh, so yea new year was passed that way and like heard dave was drunk. cos davin called to see if he can go to his house as he got nowhere to go and uh willem told me as well. new year, new resolutions. whats yours?

oh yea, just to add on, i didnt turn up for work today. couldnt get up. haha.

`i love you.
`i miss you.

`i really do.

killer tidal waves.

2004-12-30T03:22:00.000+08:00

my condolence to those who met wit mishap due to the tsunami.

i cant sleep. this hour i should be sleeping. im working lunch shift tmr wit jason. damn. uhh i dontknow. im just cant sleep. tho i kept yawning. yea and uhm, YAWNZ. how i wish i can get some sleep. charge up for work tmr. i wanna go watch meet the fockers or kung fu tmr. but, go myself? how ridiculous. hahaha i dont wanna be like yuting, go watch movie all by herself. thats real lonely and like in a dark place. haha.

oh well, joe smsed. he was like talking bout indian girls there and minahs over here. and he was talking bout he want jap and korean girls instead of indian and minahs. haha oh well joe, youve got no choice since youre over there now! and yea he says hes coming back on the coming sunday. haha thats good. just in time for school but late for uh, countdown? you can do your countdown over that at india but its two and a half hours back of sg time. haha.

just now earlier on, kenneth, u-xen, junlong and minyang came. haha my house is suddenly so crowded. actually i was meeting ken to play pool at jackson. then out of nowhere, minyang appeared. and like uh we cant enter the place cos the ladys a lil stuck up. yea so they both volunteered to walk me home. haha and we were tired from walking so sat down at new market to drink tea. hhaah so after that junlong wanted to come take his books for his sec 5. so i asked ken to help me configure my 1 gig hard disk. haha how pathetik right. sheesh. so they both came. and bout 1/2 hour later, junlong and u-xen came. haha they played guitar all. wtf. haha and jl, your hair is so golden. haha schs starting. better dye it back! rofl. wasted.

uh, THANKS TO: MINYANG; for fixing my one gig. KEN; for helping out as well. U-XEN; helping yourself to the charger! and THANKS TO ALL EXCEPT KEN, FOR SMOKING OUT THERE AND GETTING THE SMELL ALL IN MY ROOM! haha what a wreck. my rooms polluted. underaged smokers.

i wanna crawl on back to bed and try to sleep. sigh. these days dont seem too good to me. again im here, watching green bubbly going up and down, up and down, up and down, up and.....

MY HEART FEELS AS EMPTY AS MY ROOM IS.

2004-12-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

hi. its me. and im bored. went to work bout 545. i was late. got fucked. and uh i just said theres some family matters at home. so she just say okay. and after that she told me and deon that we can do beverage and after that off. i finished everything, took off apron. and i told her im going off. guess what, she looked at me and said I GOT SAY YOU CAN OFF MEH? I TALKING TO DEON ONLY. i fucking swear she was talking to the both of us. damned. what the fuck is going on? haha nvm.

after work, went to meet yuting and sagita. but ji jun was also there so we just slacked around town. went mac to eat. haha but im not full. cos we shared the food. and yea i just swallowed alot of sprite. haha then we went to lucky plaza to have a few games of pool. i got scared the hell outta my life cos i thought i lost my ic when i was asked to present one. but i recalled that i left it at home. hahahaa what a dork! oh well then ji jun and yuting played. after one game, yuting and sagita left. then we just continued playing till like 1130. haha it was actually 5.50. so we were supposed to pay half each, 2.75. so the uncle gave us discount of 10cents. wtf. so each of us has to pay 2.70. not so troublesome. hahahahaha actually doesnt matter if one of us pays more right. doh. haha anyway good games, ji jun! haha.

so like uhm she got sacked from her selling ice cream work and shes been making noises bout it. haha she didnt wanna go home early so like we walked from lucky plaza till the next 65 bus stop which is at orchard emerald. quite far y'know! haha oh well nvm. we chatted, took photos along the way. not myself of cos, but hers. hahahaha.

currently my lava lamp is on. haha bubbly bubbly. wobbly goggly. hehhh gonna shower. wash my clothes. me and my mom is at war. so i gotta wash them myself. she didnt wash them for me. dammit. ITS HER FAULT AND SHES SHOWING DAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE. NVM FUCKIT!

MOM-HATER.

2004-12-28T02:59:00.000+08:00

HI PEEPS. SORRY FOR THE CAPS AGAIN. IM SO GODDAMIT PISSED OFF WIT MY MOM. SO CALLED MOM YEA. SHE TORE OFF ALL MY POSTERS LEAVING UGLY DOUBLE SIDED TAPE MARKS ON MY WARDROBE. NOW, HOW KIND IS SHE? SHE FUCKING RIPPED EVERY SINGLE THING OFF THE CUPBOARD. NOW, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO TAKE REVENGE? I HUNG OUT LATE TODAY WIT SALEH, DAVIN AND DAVE. TILL BOUT LIKE 1 PLUS AND SHE DIDNT CALL TO FUCK ME UP. HOW GREAT IS THAT. BUT ALL MY POSTERS ARE GONE AND I FUCKING HATE THAT. LOOK AT THAT BARE WARDROBE STARING BACK AT ME. FUCK I CANT STAND ANYMORE SECOND IN THIS ROOM. DAVE GAVE ME THIS GREENY LAVA LAMP. AND ITS LIKE SO CUTE, WIT BUBBLY WAX GOING UP AND DOWN. HAHA HOW FUN! THANKS DAVE.

SHE REALLY FUCK MY LIFE UP. HOW BORING WOULD LIFE BE WITHOUT HUNKS ON MY WALLS? DAMNED. MOM, YOU SUCK BIG TIME. YOU MAKE ME LIKE YOU SO MUCH AT TIMES, AND HATE YOU EVEN MORE AT TIMES! MAN, I CANT BELIEVE IT, YOURE DOING THIS TO ME. JUST YOU WAIT, ONE DAY, REVENGE WILL BE SERVED RIGHT AT YOUR FACE!

OKAY, UHH WENT TO PLAY POOL EARLIER ON WIT SALEH AND DAVIN AT TOAPAYOH. WELL, THEY DID CHEERED ME UP. THANKS DOODS. THEN UH SALEH BOUGHT ME A CANDY CANE FOR XMAS. HAHA THANKS SALEH. AND NOT FORGETTING THE SUPER BIG GULP. ROFL. WELL, THEN WE WENT TO IMAN TO LEPAK AND BOTH OF THEM KEEP INSISTING ON GOING TO THE TABLE TENNIS BLOCK. BUT I DIDNT GAVE WAY! HAHAHAHAHAA SO INSTEAD WE WENT UP GOING TO SALEHS HOUSE. HIS HOUSE IS WONDERFUL. ITS LIKE HEAVEN. (OF COS NOT AS HEAVENLY AS YOURS, DAVE). HAHA OH WELL THEN WE PLAYED SOCCER AT THE ROOFTOP TILL DAVE ARRIVED AND WE CONTINUED. HAHA I SCORED A GOAL, NOW HOW GOOD AM I? HAHAHAA I SCORED IT WHILE TACKLING SALEH. OH MAN! HAHA HMM AND WHILE DAVIN WENT TO SHIT, DAVE AND SALEH WENT SECRETLY TO TAKE PICS OF HIM SHITTING. HOW RUDE, BOYS! HAHHA DAVIN WAS LIKE SCREAMING AWAY. HAHAHAHAHA. SORRY DAVIN, YOU GOT BUSTED. BY ME AS WELL, NOW! HAHA UHH THEN ME AND DAVE WENT TO NEW MARKET TO EAT AFTER THAT. FAMISHED LIKE FUCK. THANKS AGAIN DAVE. HAHA SORRY TO HAVE SPEND YOUR MONEY. I WAS BROKE. AND MOM WASNT CONSIDERATE. SO I DIDNT HAVE CASH. SORRY HUNS. OH WELL. GUESS THATS ALL FOR TODAY! :)

YOU CAN SUCK ON MY TWO FAT TOES, SUCKHA!

SORRY DAVIN, FOR BUSTING YOU!

BORING DAY. CHARITY!

2004-12-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO. IT HAS BEEN A BORING DAY. WOKE UP BOUT 4 PLUS. AND DIDNT SHOWER UNTIL JUST. HAHA WAS TOO LAZY TO MOVE. WAS LAZING ON MY SOFA ALL THE WHILE WATCHING TV AND YEA BEFORE THAT, SCREENING THRU MAGS TO GET POSTERS TO PIN UP MY WALL AND WARDROBE. GUESS WHAT, I FOUND 2 OF EMINEMS HUGE POSTER. ROFL HOW LUCKY CAN I GET. HAHA. AND GOOD CHARLOTTE AS WELL. WOOOO IM BLESSED.

MAN, I CANT BELIEVE IT, MY OWN FRIEND IS A SO FUCKING POSEUR. I DONT CONDONE POSERS. BUT UH I TOLERATE WIT HIS SILLYNESS. TRYING TO GET ATTENTION ALL. LISTENING TO MP3PLAYER AND TRYING TO ACT LIKE HE PLAY THE DRUMS? HAHAHAHA THATS LIKE SO DUMB BUT UH ALRIGHT, ILL DO WIT IT. TMR IM WORKING. WIT MAINE! LUNCH SHIFT. WOO IM REALLY BLESSED. HAHA AFTER THAT PROLLY A TRIP TO DAVES. NEEDA GET MY HAIR DYED. GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF. YAY.

LASTLY, SORRY FOR THE CAPS. HAHA!

Merry xmas everyone!

2004-12-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

hello. merry xmas and a happy new year :) oh well, worked on eve, which was yesterday and today as well. haha hmm pay double! woohoo and today is uhm 1.5 only. haha oh well. chefs there are very jovial. i met another runner, karen. shes nice. she looks like 19 but shes only 15. omg. haha.

went out to slack wit ruby and shirin. guess what, we met navin. hes got a dorky look. hahahaha.

ruby, my hair didnt turn out the colour i want it to be. hahahaa no skill la. rofl. okay la nvm. joe says he will do it for me when he comes back. he says WHY DONT COME STRAIGHT TO THE EXPERT? haha cock la he. okay, hes coming back in 1 weeks time. haha hopefully. quick come and dye DYE DYE for me. i dont wanna waste money to visit the salon. haha aight.

ooooo tmr is my off day. shiok. gonna pin up posters on my wall and all. oh well, thanks dave for buying me the double sided tape. and uhm, my dinner. thank you, my love one. <3

:'(

2004-12-25T03:25:00.000+08:00

im UPSET! so very upset. very extremely upset. :'(

frightening dream wit funny characters in it.

2004-12-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

i dreamt that dave became archie. and i was still myself. there was betty. blah blah. and archie turned psychotik out of a sudden. haha boring day. woke up bout 5plus. im having a great headache. so fucking painful. aight, l8rs.

CHARMAINE!>>

2004-12-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

hey maine, have you been worrying bout me cos i havent been online? haha works fine. dont worry. but i met a few stuck ups. you havent, i know. some chefs are really pain in the arse and some servers are nutty cases. HAHA. maine, you gotta run the plates yea, dont forget. i keep forgetting too. yesterday was the start of work and it started out GREAT. learnt lotsa new things. luckily i didnt flop on the first day.

haha but today, i served wrongly. cos i was fucked by the chef, so when i dish out to the customers, i went to the wrong table. goddamit. thanks to you, jess. HAHA oh well, she forced me to carry hot, heavy plates at one time. WHAT THE FUCK? okay nvm ill train. hahahaha. oh well work is great today. but the indian handsome man wasnt around. kelvin (rebecca's bf) was around. didnt talk to him tho. the stuck up manager, GLORIA, was on night shift. MR LEE is a better manager than her. kinda to employees and let em learn slowly. unlike gloria. sucha biatch. HAHA.

okay, badmouthed too much. anyway maine, im off tmr and thurs. will be working on eve and xmas lunch shift then off on sunday again. we will have the chance to work together next week, which is a YAY! for me. hahahahaha oh well, the uniform is so big right? and the apron smells like shit. HAHAH. okay.

night shift is like from bout 530 to 10. oh man, maine, hows lunch shift? i can tell you dinner shift is very troublesome. cos you gotta do lotsa cleaning up after last call at 930. or is it the same for lunch? dont think so right? HAHA i guess xmas and eve will be full house. but lunch, im not sure. lucky im not on dinner. HAHA YAY EVE GOT DOUBLE PAY! WAHOEHOEHOAHO! till we meet again. i miss you maine. looking forward to next week where we will be working together. YAY!

time for work!

2004-12-20T12:35:00.000+08:00

yoohoo 4pm im gonna report for work. kinda scary aint it. haha nvm rebecca is on the night shift wit me so its a lil more relaxing than you know it is. haha well imma go get my black shoes if ive the time after going to the temple and making myself an ATM card! yay finally mom and dad got it thru their heads that im old enough to carry one around :) cheerios. now theyre taking their own sweet time to prepare and have lunch while im all fully prepared to go. not having lunch cos yea no appetite and uhm just waiting for 'em all. dammit. theyre so slow.

oh well tonight is terys chalet so yea i wont be home. haha just for one night maybe. if theres nicer activites tmr then prolly ill go down tmr too but all his bengs friends. ewk, ive no interest in. haha alright time to go off now. till we meet again! :)

le miserable.

2004-12-20T05:11:00.000+08:00

the girls lost. she needs help. HER FACE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD.

i never once read this novel. but ive seen this girl. her picture somewhere. and somehow it got stucked in my head.

le miserable :(

A BRAND NEW SKIN; A BRAND NEW ME.

2004-12-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

today is kinda boring. woke up bout 4plus. sorry ruby, gotten your msg late so i didnt book a room for you :( well, i woke up not knowing what to do. so i just switched on the tv, watched star awards 2004 which i missed last sunday. this years stars awards is a lil dumb. i mean like every year is the same and its getting BORING, BORING and even MORE BORING! cant they introduce something more fresh and exciting instead of announcing names so boringly. maybe some performances or something. haha but i wonderr greatly yeah. so i spent my whole evening watching that. after that i did some reading. on my archie comics of cos. ive finished reading both the comics dave bought for me yesterday. damned, im not gonna have any books to read tonight. sheesh :( archie comics are addictive! try it! hahaa.

so after reading, i decided to go prepare for work tmr. needa get black shoes. but like uhm i tried on the adidas shoe and its fucked. haha not good so yea im just gonna wear the usual shoe. get fucked and i dont care cos i dont got anymore money to afford myself new shoes. so after knowing that my shoes doesnt fit, i got myself on my bros comp, working on the new skin. then, my parents came home.

mom fucked me up again, as usual, for blasting my musik. she made fresh papaya milk juice and kept pestering me to drink it up while its still fresh. i dont got any appetite for anything so i merely told her later and she fucked me up, saying, bringing me up is worse than bringing up a dog/pig. well, i get these most of the time. im numb to it so i just ignore. i mean, which moms would say sucha thing to their own children. nevermind, it doesnt matter to me anymore. what matters now is, i get on wit my own life and dont let unneccessary things bother me so much. well yea i gonna start work tmr. hopefully everything does well and i dont get fucked cos of my shoes. haha oh well, daves mad at me.

sorry dave, to get you all angry at me. yea it was my fault. went drinking wit his dad, papa jo, roger, marie and bla blah at blueberry hill. and i lost my temper at him cos my mom wanted me home. well, sorry for shouting.

maines working lunch shift tmr, and me, dinner shift. hopefully everything goes well for us, doll!

<3 dave.

OUTTA THAT FUCKED PLACE.

2004-12-18T03:58:00.000+08:00

hi peeps. im back, blogging. im outta that fucked place and uhm im paid 240bucks. i should be paid 245 cos on the last day i worked til 2am. and she said shed gimme a 5bucks OT pay. but when i went to collect my pay the next day, she gave me crap like OH YOU WERE LATE FOR AN HOUR IN TOTAL THE 6 DAYS YOU WORKED. so i just took the 240bucks and left CALLA JAPANESE PUB for good. rofl.

thursday went shopping wit mom at OG bugis. woah bought shit load of things. haha i got mom to buy me few sets of bras, an OP shirt, a racerback from Fwomen and a converse jacket. ROFL. 200 over bucks. man, shes loaded. hahahahaa. i wanted her to get me a levis jeans which cost like 149bucks. and she chose to buy me the converse jacket instead. DAMNED! haha so i browse around Fwomen and found a jeans that i fell in love wit, so i bought that wit my own cash. 69bucks, dammit, its ex. haha!

yesterday went shopping wit davey. to get the rest of my stuffs. so i got my black pants for work on monday, from bossini, 28bucks. actual price was 42bucks. not bad, there was a sales going on so yea. there was a midnight madness sales from 9pm - 1am at suntec. woah. haha bought my oceanus at 24.90. usual price was 29.90. not bad la. haha so we went round looking for OCEANS ELEVEN. but couldnt find. haha then we went to carrefour. dave bought stardiscs and cd bags. haha cheap. after that we bought sushi at a cheap rate and lepak at coffeebean to gobble them up. haha!
bought 1230 we decided to leave, there was no more bus. so we walked like so fucking long and aimlessly at first. haha then we finally found our way to nightrider 65M. walked so far. all the way from suntec to ps. now, how far is that? haha so like i was so urgent to pee. haha and hes so thirsty for a drink. we were complaining and all along the way. :) today is a happy day. heh. so like we took the nightrider and its 2.50! so ex! haha sorry dave, your ezlink has no more balance :(. we dropped from the bus, went to SHELL. i wentto the ladies and he bought gatorade. rofl. however you spell that. so yea its a very tiring day. VERY. im all worn out.

gotta go to the warehouse near my place tmr to check out if theres any black shoes to purchase. and yeah gotta get my stud belt. and for dave too. tmr gonna have dinner wit his dad at europa. its a country club. its scary sometimes to dine wit parents. haha! alright. gotta sleep NOW. adios.

how fucked?

2004-12-11T15:32:00.000+08:00

another 2 days and ill be off from that darn workplace. well. work last night was uhm so-so i guess. quite a number of customers came in after 11pm. before that i was dozing of on the bar counter. hahahahahaa. what a lazy worker!

that day went wit maine and jason to the interview at spaggeddies and we all got the job. how great is that? now ive gotta get a black pants. as for the black shoes, i dont think ive to worry bout it. when i get my pay from the pub, ill go get a pair of new shoes. my current shoes are tearing apart slowly. haha! so the job pays like $5.50/hr. not very bad, at least decent and a nice working environment. haha.

last night was hungry, so went down wit dave and tery to grab a bite. but the cold atmosphere made me uhm not hungry anymore so i bought an instant burger from 7-11. but it sucked like hell. so i threw it away. hahahahaa. came home, slacked on the comp till bout 6plus 7. went to watch tv bout that time too. haha was very tired. one day im gonna sleep 24hrs straight then stay awake for one whole week. hahahaha is this fuckin possible? lol!

this morning, couple of calls woke me up. it was kinda blurred. i just remembered hakim called but i forgot what he said. and bishal called like so many fucking times. to wake me up to get the gc cd. hes good huh? dammit. hahahhahaa. so yeah ive passed the cd to him. hope itll come back in one piece. damn hes always spoiling my cds and cd cases! haha well, guys tend to be more careless. hahahahaha i wanna go out. get my black pants and a belt. but its bored going alone. feel like going swimming too. which should i go first? HAHA. how contradicting. damn. alright. bye for now. -charsiewwwwww glooooooomy.

WORKING AT PUB IS BAD, BAD, BAD!

2004-12-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

hello kids. lesson 1 today, please do not work in pubs. my lady boss asked me to sit wit customers. aww man tho they didnt touch me, i hate sitting wit them. i hate having close contact wit them. sitting behind counter is great. but once i step out of it, its utterly ugly. alright im just working another 3 days and im done wit that place. i hope during these 3 days, nothing bad will happen.

another interview at tanglin mall tmr. some italian restn yeah. haha gonna go wit maine. wow. great, first time meeting her. haha wonderful. i dumped denise for her and denise is so upset now. nvm shes got her rebecca tan. whoever the fuck is that. haha, fuck you bitch, denise. haha!

i bought an archies comic like yesterday and ive finished reading it for bedtime. how fast? i need more comics to read for bedtime. its a habit! i cant change, so how? haha well yeah im gonna get more of cos when i get my salary of 6 days. fuck the damn place. fuck cappage plaza. fuck the hostesses. fuck the mamasans. and fuck all the damn lounges. HAHA! im not gonna step into that place again except for MECHMASTER. HAHA.

daveys not been wit me these days. i mean, go out, yeah. seen him today. slacked at his place. then came home when he left for work. well. haha we are both busy people. but what have i been busy wit? the damn pub of cos. and i get home bout 3 plus at night. sleep till like 2pm. i can really sleep alot like yuting says. but still not as much as dave. well okay, bye for now. gotta hop on to cosy bed spread wit archie comics. im a lil girl, who is not adored :< HAHAHAHA!

ORCHARD BOULEVARD.

2004-12-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

heh. just got home from orchard bout like 1 hr ago. at the afternoon, went to buy mascara and lip gloss wit ruby. then sent her to her workplace. after that i was heading home when i meet up wit dave and tery down at the new market. lepak there for quite long then headed for daves. played ps2 then went to orchard AGAIN wit tery. played pool at s'pore shopping centre. bout couple of games then we left for monstercue2 to meet up wit joe, joshua and jere. the Js. yeah. so like we relack at the sofa, watched mighty-in-laws and played pool. so like bout 1030pm, i left. headed for home. alone and hungry. hahahahaha sucha poor thing right? LOL. alright, thats all for now. -charrrrrrrrrsiew.

TAUFIK BATISAH.

2004-12-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

okay, taufik won and hes the first sg idol. lol YAY. my smses paid off. haha but sly is such a poor thing. i mean, i guess many thinks he should be the sgidol. i was at this #sgidol at irc, and peolpe were making damn racist comments bout taufik. ewww, bunch of motherfucking losers. haha.

well, on the past 30th, was my 1 year anniversary. just went slacking at his place and went out for a nice yummy dinner. hopefully, we will go for dinner together again.

so yeah yesterday went swimming at yuting, early in the morning. it was so fucking hot. and like we swam laps. haha tiring. so uh we left the pool bout 12 and headed for home. got home, get changed and went out again. went for job hunting. oh man. it was really a tedious day. wit road names that are very hard to locate. we went to this RELC INTERNATIONAL HOTEL for our first interview and that goddamn woman made us waste our precious time. damned. so second spot was MODESTO'S. and they said they wants experienced people to work there. and guess what? i saw this caucasian sitting at this restaurant; HES SO HOT! hahahhaha really hot. he was lunching wit this chinese girl. lol. so like we continued to look for job. after long hours, we finally found NEIL ROAD 43A. godamn. the person who interviewed me is the director. and hes so fierce. SCAREDED. haha well then we headed to MARITIME HOUSE. damned the restaurant is just paying us $4/hr. like, so lil? haha

so after the maritime house interview, we went to cuppage plaza. to this pub. her name is jess. she wants me to start work today. and she says, no glasses, must put make up, wear heels, wear sexy. must entertain customers, get em to buy me drink so that i can earn beer commission. doh i wouldnt wanna so sucha thing. so i said no in the end. yuting was meeting a friend at cineleisure so we quickly made our way there. when i was having my dessert, some unknown number called. the caller was kim, owner of another pub. so like she asked me why am i not there for interview yet. haha and i rushed there once again, to cuppage plaza. haha her shop is not even p and the environment is very sweet. small and nice. haha so she hired me as the bartender. $7/hr. yay starting work tmr. im excited. hahahahaa. =D

today, im bringing ruby to her workplace. haha well, imma get something from there too yeah so might as well. im giving up the chance to go have sushi wit my mom. but she wont get me the watch i like. the adidas dark turqoise watch. i love it :<

alright, hopefully dave is coming out wit us today. miss his company. haha bye for now. =D

TIRED!

2004-11-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

yooo~ went out wit davey today. haha went to toapayoh to watch uhm shutter. haha not bad lah. but he thinks its boring. LOL okay dave, i know youre brave. so before that he dragged me to snookerzone to have a few round of pool. haha really enjoyed myself. havent been to the place like in ages. haha then we went to mac, to get a burger. i took a newspaper to check out if theres any job ads. haha but i dropped the paper and its like attached to a bar so it fell kinda loudly. lol as we picked up and leaving the mac, dave bumped into this uhm happy meal advert. hahahaha its like really loud and i kept laughing. lol. so after movies, we went back to jooseng new market, had meegoreng, and just lepak there.

yesterday, went out wit hairiani and ruby. we met up wit fluzzy, yanis date, later on. haha we went for job hunt and uhm steamboat at night. theres this big crowd of friends brought by wilmar, waynes sis. haha well theyre all friendly people and i guess i repeated 'hi, im simin' like more than 10times. hahaha believe it or not. anyway fluzzy loves peeling prawns. hahahha he peeled a plate full of shells and he still denys that he loves prawns. he claimed that they were for yani. haha he peeled some for him too. thanks fluzzy. haha. so we began to head home when it hits like 10. haha fluzzy and yani took a cab. me, ruby and wilmar took 400. supposed to drop at marina bay mrt but we decided to take to shenton way to switch to bus 100. hahahaha we walked like a street away before we found the bus stop where theres 100. lol. i guess we inhaled the laughing gas. we were giggling and shit. oh well, i started it first. ruby must be so mad at me hahahahhaa. sorry ruby. im sorry. please accept my apologies =D

anyway tmr gonna job hunt again wit ruby. haha i hope i get the job at the pub. please, i need money. =( ive to pay off my debts and buy things for myself. christmas is drawing near. haha. well goodbye for now. im so fucking sleepy. alright, nights -charsiew.

waddup G.

2004-11-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

went to swimming earlier on before heading to ruby's. haha fun. her place is great. we sat down and went through newspapers to look for job. and she really distracted me greatly. and i called the person and ask,'are you hiring a pleasant salesperson?' cos thats what stated in the papers. i should ask whether they were hiring salesperson. awww how dumb of me. RUBY, THANKS FOR GIGGLING BY MY SIDE. and theres another, i called to ask if they were hiring a cashier but i repeated myself like 6 or 7 times. THANKS AGAIN RUBY. hahahaha well fun. LOL.

oh anyway tmr going for job interviews. like so many to go. haha hope i get the job at the pub since the lady who talked to me on the phone was kinda friendly and nice. wahoehoehoaa okay then. till i post again. haha -missdavenoycharsieww.

in a daze.

2004-11-26T12:53:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning in a daze. haha i dont know why. i got angry wit my dad for not collecting the developed photos. ignored my mom when she asked me to take my lunch. im in a daze. like dreamworld. haha what has gotten into me. LOL. yawn i guess i was supposed to meet up wit primary shcoolmates today. but i didnt go. haha busted. im the busted queen. thnx. till we meet again -bustedcharsiew

are you sleeping?

2004-11-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

ARE YOU SLEEPING, ARE YOU SLEEPING?
BROTHER JOHN, BROTHER JOHN.
WEDDING BELLS ARE RINGING, WEDDING BELLS ARE RINGING.
DING DING DONG.
DING DING DONG.

TAUFIK OR SYLVESTER?

2004-11-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

WELL. DAYS NOT VERY GOOD. NOT VERY BAD EITHER. WELL YESTERDAY WENT OUT WIT HAKIM AND RUBY. TO WATCH THE INCREDIBLES. IT WAS UN-INCREDIBLE COS I WAS SLEEPY. BUT IT WAS ALRIGHT LAH. AFTER THAT WENT TO D' ANGELO, RELACK AWHILE AND HEADED FOR HOME.

TODAY HAKIM AND RUBY CAME TO MY HOUSE. RELACK AND ALL. THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME PACK MY ROOM BUT THEY END UP DOING THINGS ON THEIR OWN INDIVIDUALLY. HAKIM DID THIS 'H' THINGY; HIS INITIAL. WELL RUBY HOGGED ON MY COMP. WE JOKED AND ALL. WELL, KINDA FUN. HAHA BUT AFTER THAT MY MOM NAGGED AND SHIAT. SO FUCKING IRRITATING AND MY WORK THINGY, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON MAN. WOAH. SHEESH.

ALRIGHT I HOPE I CAN BLAST MY MUSIC. ITLL GET THINGS OFF MY MIND. BUT SO FUCKING IRRITATING LAH. ARGH HAHA NVM. CHILL SIMIN. 1 MORE HOUR TO A NEW DAY. YAY.

WHO WILL WIN THE FINAL ROUNDS? TAUFIK OR SYLVESTER? HAKIM; ARE WE GONNA BUY PREPAID CARD TO VOTE FOR SYLVESTER TO SPITE RUBY? HAHAHAAA WELL, I GUESS SYLVESTERS GONNA WIN. BUT I HOPE TAUFIK WILL. HAHA ILL SUPPORT RUBY AND BUSTED HAKIM FOR THIS ONCE. HAHA.

LASTLY, MY APOLOGIES FOR THE CAPS.

BUDDHA BAR>>

2004-11-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

hey. yesterday was yutings birthday so we went to sentosa; yuting, me, suchiang, jeeman, kenneth, nurbaiti. haha was damn fun but the rain spoiled our mood. haha we had to go under shelter for i don tknow how long and we were starved. hahaha anyway we went to heeren wanted to have a sushi buffet there but they told us to go to funan instead so we travelled, all hungry and moody. hahahaha.

buddha bar is my first sweet memory.

today gonna go out wit hakim and ruby i guess. im extra? yes im. but im still going. ruby; you bum. hahahhaa okay lah. im gonna shower and out i guess. adios.

TO RUBY TAN>>>

2004-11-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

hi doods. went swimming yesterday wit ruby. fun experience. we swam despite the rain. wahheoheohaoaa ruby was enjoying the swim. lol she was so afraid of goggles mark but there werent any sunshine, so dont worry ruby. hahahhaa. so after that we went home individually, got changed, meet davin and went off to hakim's. haha meeting the folks was a tough task tho. everything went well. haha we ate mee goreng and drumstick. yummy aint it? hahahaa.

then me and ruby left for CHEERS at aljunied mrt to buy vodka shots. haha the auntie so dumb, believed that we are 18. so she let us buy. lmao. actually it was ruby. hmm we bought 6 vodka shots and got 3 small bottles of BACARDI. so shiok. haha cos buy 2 vodka shots get 1 bacardi free. hahahaha. we thought hakim wasnt supposed to drink as hes a muslim so we bought 2 each for ruby, myself and davin respectively. haha we drank outside daves dads pub. ruby and davin drank 1 shot each at first. then ruby stopped. hakim took davins 1 shot and cheers wit me. so we both drank. then me and ruby were both left wit one more shot. she said she didnt want anymore. so she gave hakim, both the one shot and the bacardi. by this time, davin was already solo drinking the bacardi, 40% pure and he just drank without mixing. he prolly wants to die young yeah. so since hakims got rubys one shot, i drank wit him another shot. haha. so theres 2 small bottles of bacardi left. we went 7-11 to buy 2 cups of coke. wanted to buy just one and pour half half cos dont need so much coke, but that fella didnt wanna give me another cup. so ended up buying 2 and pouring away half of the drinks in each cups. haha then we poured half half of one bottle into the 2 cups of coke. hahaha then me and hakim tar all. after that went to D' Angelo Pub. by this time, we are left wit just one small bottle of bacardi. so we asked for coke from dave to mix the drinks. we drank, played pool, played guessing game, so shiok. wahhaoehoehoaha. but after they left, i puked like fuck. and went home wit dave on his dads car at bout 2plus.

well, today. woke up bout 9plus in the morning. showered and went to macs at geylang east to buy hotcakes for daveeee. but he woke at 4plus noon, so i threw it away. hahaa what a waste! i dont eat those either :s lol. then i went swimming myself as ruby was out, TO OOGLE AT TAUFIK; what else? haha okay. guess tmr gonna go swim again. lol ruby you better come, or ill kill you. haha. okay good luck ruby. you know what i mean. geez -starrytatooed.

enjoying like exams are over?

2004-11-19T11:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was an outing cos of hweepengs birthday. i guess she enjoyed herself alot. haha we> hweepeng, yumiko, yuting, suchiang and me, met at somermet mrt. and we crapped our way to cineleisure. so its like yeah not a very long way cos there are friends to talk wit. fun! haha.

as soon as we reached cineleisure, we settled down at the food court as yuting and suchiang were hungry. so the 3 of us were catching up wit old times while they lunched. after that we shopped around cineleisure, until we reached the top level where kbox stands. so from then, we sang from 3pm-8pm. long huh? we have really got long breath. hahahaha oh well. after that we went to take neos and then headed for home. not really a long day, but at least, enjoyable.

so today, ive got plans too. haha meeting ruby at 130pm. woohoo, yummy. then uhm prolly go hakims house at 6pm? yeah we are meeting davin at 6pm. bout that time. sheesh okay then. imma go wash up and all. its gonna be 12pm soon. haha adios.

hweepengs birthday!

2004-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

ooo its lammms birthday. haha yummy hweepeng, happy birthday. tmr gonna see you. so happy. haha but sorry i aint got cash to go ktv wit you guys. so hope you guys will enjoy yeah? haha anyway today spent a day at daves. and im mad at my mom. IM FUCKING ANGRY AT HER. THATS ALL. SHE PISSED ME OFF, AGAIN AND AGAIN. sheesh! -angry.

one last paper to go!

2004-11-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

yoohoo!~history was great. hahahahaa how nice to hear that yeah? lol. the used is nice. got the cd from ruby. woohoo. =) last papers on 22nd. sci p1.

after paper, followed jeeman to the post office at uhm the jackson there. he bought me 3 postcards. haha 45cents each. woah. and in total, everything he bought cost 27.80$. how rich is that? he bought so many cards. to his dearest. haha he says hes going back on the 4th. sheesh how sad. his gf will be here all alone. so lonely. how sad to keep the couples apart.

oh well. nothing much to post tho. imma go enjoy the used. thanks ruby. haha adios.

best day ever. CRASH!

2004-11-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

im turning my house upside down. i cant believe im doing this. im so fucking hyper and i cant stop. no ones home and this house is all MINE. how great can this be. im blasting my music so fucking loud that im screaming on the top of my voice to compete wit the vocals. i cant even hear myself!! WOOHOO~ rubys gonna crash my place someday after os. HORRAY! yuting and yumikos gonna crash right here on yutings birthday too. WOOHOO!

IM LOOKING FORWARD TO EVERYTHING THATS GONNA HAPPEN. HOW WONDERFUL.

my music is still blasting away and its great. makes me feel hyper and good. im not singing along to the music. IM SCREAMING ALONG WIT IT. WOOHOOOO!!~ the good appreciation of music, by simin. soon ill have no voice. but thats fine =D as long as im enjoying myself now. l8rs. tv time. - hpyer charsiew

how much can a sadistik earn?

2004-11-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

S. A. D. I. S. T. I. K.

dave's birthday. quick day.

2004-11-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dave. hes all weird, haha i dont know how to say it either. but anyway its his birthday and hes out drinking wit joe, joshua and jere, the js. k, imma say bout my day.

i went over to yutings to rush my art for like from 12pm to bout 6pm. haha gr8. and ive finished up my things and all. history is fine. i studied last night and fell asleep wit those notes on my bed. haha oh well. i watched a couple of shows at yutings while doing my art. and she left me all alone doing; she joined her family for so many games of mahjong. haha oh well. reminds me of daves mom. so we watched charlies angel. GOOD MORNING ANGELS; GOOD MORNING CHARLIE. how interesting. then i left for home at bout 930pm after the show ended. tiring day, yet fun.

how great. ive found a job at singapore tourism board which pays like 6bucks an hour. gladddooos. hmm oh yeah while i was waiting for bus at the bus stop down yutings house, theres this man, wit a kid and a maid. i noticed em cos the man was like playing so happily wit his kid. haha and when my bus, 155 came, i was walking towards it whilst the man asked me, 'does this bus goes to the mrt station?' and i told him '40.' and gave a smile. haha how kind am i. whaoheoehohaoaa. so got home bout 10plus. and went downstairs to the new market again at 12midnight. haha to watch terry have his supper. it was so fucking crowded down at the market wit people gathering to watch soccer match. the match todays live; newcastle united and manchester united. so me and terry watched too. man u scored 1 before half time. then it was half time, so we relack and chatted while waiting for the second half to start. second half start at 115am. we watched till 145 and terry wanted to head home. hes a sleepyhead and hes lazy. so i went along; i didnt want to be alone there. haha. so now im back at home.

my parents were already home when i came back. but no one was out to welcome me. so i just open the gate and came in. the door wasnt close. after i settled down at my bros comp, my mom came and said, 'how come you wake up to use comp, i thought you was sleeping already?' haha how dumb and i just replied, 'yaya.' lol okay thats kinda interesting. haha k then, imma end here. prolly gonna sleep or so. nights -not sleepy, yet wanting to sleep;charsieww.

yummy nuggets

2004-11-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

my moms so fucking kind =D im having a sorethroat and cough yet she fried nuggets for me. woah so kind. heh nice nuggets. yummmmy. theyre in my stomach now. my throats getting better i guess. not as bad. ive been busy for the whole day. still yet to shower. imma go shower now! l8rs. -smelly charsiew.

conferencing wit ruby and hakim.

2004-11-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

currently conferencing wit hakim and ruby on the phone. haha not bad we're like getting back on track again. like uhm we get together ever time year ends. haha sheesh. everythings fine i guess. os great. so far so good tho its not like i did fucking well or what. well, next papers on tuesday, history and art. art getting fine i guess. i drew the fucking anderson bridge. one of the historic bridges in sg. haha what bullshit. spent half a day at daves. got home at bout 7pm for my tv programmes, all the way up till 10pm. guess im gonna watch freddys nightmare at 12midnight. how scary is it to watch alone. sheesh. theyre fucking around on the phone. giggling and shit. while im typing here. haha okay imma go join em now. anyway, wondering why davins not on the line tho. okay, bye for now! -sick charsiewww.

sad world.

2004-09-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

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funny dream bout daniel.

2004-09-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

oh yeah just to add on. the night before yesterday, i dreamt bout daniel. wahhahaha daniel and another guy. daniel was like, asking the other guy to suck his cock and all. haha so that guy did it. we were in a room. both of em naked, but important parts werent shown. so uhm it was kinda funny la. cos he asked a guy to blowjob him and all. OKAY BUT THIS IS JUST A DREAM ALRIGHT. lol, i wonder whose the guy who did that for him? could it be someone i know? i saw the face but i dont remember. haha sorry folks.

my first fishing experience.

2004-09-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

today early morning 630am woke up. went to yishun jetty, then meet up wit dan, dave, rubenas, denise and darren chua. darren chua and denise (the loverbirds) went off during dave and rubenas went to the nearby market to buy prawns, which is actually not allowed for fishing. wahahs. live baits werent allowed. so uhm before that, the rangers came, and told us that bread cannot be used for fishing. so yeah. had a fun time in the morning, blading wit denises blades. and got ourselves sun burnt. denise and darren chua, you both were lucky to get away! haha. so after that we decided to call it a day at bout 12noon. went to dans house, took a bathe and relack. almost fell asleep. but wit all those noises i couldnt, so i woke, accompany dave to watch theoc. till like 4, we left for ps, for daves class.

dan left at bout 6pm for tanjong pagar, his grandmas house. dammit, he forgot the rods. so me and dave had to meet him at raffles place to get his keys to go to his place to get the 2 rods. cos we were meeting weekeong for fishing at 7pm. eventually, we reached the jetty again, at 745pm. which was quite late. haha LUCKY DANIEL CAUGHT A FISH (PUCA)! lol and he was a happy man. took a picture of it wit weekeong's cam. haha so we fish till like 9pm and weekeong left for home. learnt quite alot from him. not alot, but things that we needed to know. after he left, no fishes were caught. so we packed up and went home like uhm 1030pm.

came home, got fucked by mom. got a bump on my leg. she whacked me. again. madness. alright. tired shit. time for bed. my handphone is spoilt. can you believe it!? sigh im sad. im sunburnt. im red. im charsiew.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2004-09-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

IM SO FUCKIN PISSED. GODDAMMIT!

another weird dream.

2004-09-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

i dreamt that a few of us; marcus, dave, davin, saleh and me went to watch the best bet. which like the show was off screening so long ago. i think we bought the movie tics like 3 days before the exact date and i kept the tics. the movie was supposed to be at 1900 but i reached at 2030 and got fucked by em. they got so fucking angry so they walk off upon my arrival and they made me walk in the rain >it was raining. even dave. haha weird dream. -.x

okay so today's plan. parkway's mac to study. gonna meetup wit chaoxin. oooo my long lost friendddddd =D i still could remember the fishes he drew. they were like so fake. haha alright ill stop dissing. okay bye for now. l8rs.

tiring day =D

2004-09-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

went to school. came home from daves house bout uhm 8pm. fucking tiring. i went to school, kena busted by yuting cos she went home when i got there. then i went to tpy central's mac to lepak alone. so fucking lonely. then i bought a quarter pounder meal for dave. haha so fucking boring to lepak alone but uh not bad la, peaceful la.

tiring night. should sleep early. heh. uhm i think gonna play a game of aoe2 then sleep =D.

beehoon and a piece of fish.

2004-09-14T11:50:00.001+08:00

just had beehoon and a piece of fish. regret eating. my stomach is acting up again! stomach pain. i swear not to eat anymore for the rest of the day. i fucking swear. stupid stomach ache. oh yea ive gotta be in school by like 1230pm. thats when the mother tongues paper end. so yeah reaching bout 1230 - 1245 would be good. heh gonna go there to finish up my woursework by this week, hopefully. i still have not do up my colour scheme. fuck, i wouldnt bother much or less. wahhaaa to enter shatec i would just need at least 3 o level passes, credit pass in english. thats like easy! haha ill still work on the other subs to make sure all passes so my chances would be higher? but its on like first come first serve basis. lol imma run there once i get my results to sign up for it.

i fucking had a terrible dream. a girl in love wit dave, some affair hes having. she came to me, and she slit me all over. so ive like so much fucking small cuts on my hands and all. wow thats like so fucking crazy. i mean, its really so goddamn painful. i cant imagine if it happens in real life. and yea so she went on stabbing dave too and he got hospitalised. i went to visit him and all. haha what kind of a dream right? i wonder whats the dream trying to tell me. that daves got an affair out there? or to cherish him? :) alright, thats all for now. i dont believe in dreams. tho sometimes it might relate to real life. i just think its coincidental. l8rs.

its emo night.

2004-09-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

wtf am i thinking bout? its emo night. everyones fucking hurting me. my fucking brothers one at the least i know. fuckit. moms fucking me up. and im fucking tearing. i aint weak, ive thoughts of my own. im strong! F U C K.

jour heureux !

2004-09-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

happy day! haha i dont know why also. maybe cos the practical went on smoothly. haha i had a hard time thinking bout that carbonate shit but i got that in the end. haha i was like uhm finish both in like 1 hour and had 30mins to relack. haha so i sat down and all to think calmly. shiok! haha i went to PS. so uh on the bus trip back, i saw this old couples. i was sitting right at the back >a double decker. so infront of me was this seat, a row of seats for like bout 6 people to fit in. so they were sitting infront of me. then further infront were this twin seats. someone got off the seat and the old man went to the seat, patted on it >cos someone sat on it and its hot. so after he did that, he waved for the old woman (his wife) to go over. haha how loving. lols. i was watching em all the while. okay sorry if thats being rude. lol.

fuck okay. i was happy and at this exact moment, im fucking pissed. my brother fucking scolded me cheap all. fucking bastard, son of a bitch! hope he dies tonight. im that evil. i dont have such a brother. i dont want to have one. fuck. fuckit, l8rs. -happy, yet angry charsiew.

je t'aime, dave.

2004-09-13T10:21:00.000+08:00

hi. good morning. i woke and forgot all my qualitative analysis stuffs and physics as well. omg what am i suppose to do? im just kidding folks, dont take it too seriously. im gonna meet weekeong and yuting after this. meeting at interchange for lunch >mac. pui* haha ive been having fucking stomach pain since like last night after dave and dan left. fuckit. so fucking torturing me. what if becos of the stomach pain i cant pass my practicals? oh shit why am i thinking of this? haha no! im pro in practical! ill do well. lol. okay then im off.

im sorry dave. i love you too. -remorseful charsiewwww.

terrible day.

2004-09-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

stucked at home. STUCK ON YOU! reminds me of the show. haha whatever shit. i studied. i fucking studied, can you believe it. dammit. bye.

good morning pals.

2004-09-12T09:59:00.000+08:00

hi there. good morning, everyone. well uhm, i suddenly popped out of bed. haha. hmm lets talk a lil bout yesterday, shall we? well yea yesterday went out wit dave, daniel and denise. the 3 ds', im extra. haha! so we went tampines mall to catch a movie but gv was so crowded that we decided to go to century square instead. before that i went to pasir ris mrt station to collect my mp3 player for just 47bucks. haha creative mp2 player 2. happy! yay~ finally got a player again to accompany me wherever i go. shiok! haha okay uhm, so we went to century square. bought tics for theGHOST at 1745pm. so by that time it was just 3pm, we slacked around and decided to go for lunch at macs, as usual. haha dave had mac four days in a row already! lol. nvm, good job. haha during the meal, daniel and denise was like bickering away! haha bout sucking cocks and all. denise has got all ways to deal wit daniel! daniel, youve met your match! hahaha. not only at mac they bickered. they bickered almost everywhere they went. lol. denise was so loud. hahahaa that daniel was afraid of her. in the cinema they fought over seats cos dan didnt want to sit at the corner. but in the end, the cinema was kinda empty so we moved to the centre to sit instead (our original sits were on the left). lol the show was not bad. quite confusing plot. i managed to understand it. haha. but the rest didnt. prolly they didnt pay attention during the show. dan, prolly you were wanking away or something? cos your pants near fell after the show, revealing your boxers! lol.
so yeah after the show, they started their bickers again, as usual. for the whole day! haha but they were funny tho. oh yeah, was supposed to get my new earphones yesterday. lol but passed it. so we sat outside delifrance to relack while dave and dan smoke. after awhile dave suggested we go iman. so we left tampines. on the train, dave and i were listening to the mp3player, sitting down. the train was kinda crowded. ive got no idea wtf denise and dan was doing. prolly fighting still. haha.
reached iman, called joe. ordered drinks before joe came. and waaa-laaa! cigs time for em when joe arrived. fuck you joe >whatd you tell me bout smoking? haha! i was still curious bout the vodka chocs bar so i got denise to walk wit me to serangoon central's 7-11. it was quite a long walk! but time passed fast cos me and denise has got so much to talk bout! haha so uhm we didnt manage to find the chocs so we took a bus ride back as it was pretty tiring. haha went back iman. slacked there again, listened to men talk. denise was like bored listening and all. haha so leychey sitting there wit guys, smoking and shit. hahaha were talking bout this on the way to 7-11. lol. so uhm nvm its okay since like dave is around or something? yeah finally its time for home. i decided to leave first, wit denise. thinking that denise's trip might take some time so its better for her to leave earlier. haha our wanting to depart, made em want to move their butts too. lol so they left wit us. walk down to the bus stop. stopped at weelee and slacked there. waited for dave and dan to finish smoking then finally we left. hey dan, the game of smacking people's forehead is fun! but dont be gan jiong la. joes standing so far away. lol. i guess thats the end of yesterday. pretty tiring tho. haha reached home, had a great shower. =D

tmr is my science practical prelims. imma study today. haha nothing much to study on practical tho. just the qualitative analysis and touch on physics. bout optics, lenses and all. electricity? haha i suck at that. im gonna do some revision now and slack the whole day through later on. cherrios. bring me to neverneverland cos i dont like studying. -dead charsieww

2004-09-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne- My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

Good Charlotte- Predictable

Something isn't right,
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.

So take your empty words, Your broken promises,
And all the time you stole,
'Cause I am done with it,
I could give it away,
I'm doing everything I should of,
Now I'm making a change,
Living the day,I'm giving back what you gave meI knew it all along,
You're so predictable.

I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.

Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold,
why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?

I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong... (So predictable...)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me. (So predictable...) And I know what it is, What it is is right now.

OH WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING? PUTTING GOOD CHARLOTTE AND AVRIL LAVIGNE TOGETHER? theyre both fucking loggerheads i guess. but well nvm. both of their songs are nice. haha not avril, but her song. and only this song. good charlottes always the best in my heart. i <3 william dean martin! =D

FUCK.

2004-09-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

FUCK BLOGGER.

back at home? fucked.

2004-09-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

hi. to who? the same old walls again. hmm spent 2 nights over at dave's. pretty tired, sleepy, moody and malfunctioning brain cells. why is the lighter shorter. damn you, joe. please be kind to tell me the truth next time round instead of making me a fool :( haha its okay. oh well the party last night was nice. but all the guys wit uhm my extra ass in it. haha i wonder why. oh well smoky, liquor-ly atmosphere there yesterday. haha nice. we went in a group of 11 to the cemetry at bout uhm 1a.m in the morning? haha thats pretty early. haha oh well nothing much to narate bout. josh came too. but oww, poor jere was sick so he couldnt make it there wit josh. haha timothy drank 3 cups of martel with not much mixing of soft drink. haha his face was burning, eyes were red and what else? >heart thumping fast i guess. but he made it home, walking! haha he must have had the strongest leg. i wonder how someone can walk wit a heavy head and a fast thumping heart. oh well. haha got back at dave's, around 2 plus. was pretty drowned in my dreams already then. joe and josh went home. haha so i sat on the sofa, fell asleep. woke up blurred, went upstairs, turn on the aircon, made the sofa bed; laid there. all lazy to move, but stood up and went for shower. haha well nothing much to narrate on further. haha this afternoon we all had macdonalds. they ordered for it. yummy, nice lunch. =D oh yeah joe, your comp has got a ghost living in it. you get offlined so often. haha time for a change. dont forget the so called 'deal' >which youre always forgetting, dude. -signing off > charsiew's gone in 60 secs.

2 nights spent at dave's.

2004-09-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

well spent 2 nights here. all worn out. tired, moody, sleepy and uhm full of nonsense. especially joe, kept bullshitting bout the short lighter and bout me being short and shit. timothy nearly went bonkers after drinking 3 cups of martel, without mixing much soft drink in it. haha his face were red and his eyes too. well currently at dave's house blogging. waiting for the delivery man from mac, our lunches! uhmm joes an ass, really. he made fun of me just cos of the short lighter. well josh came quite late. jere passed it cos he was sick. oww poor jere. party was fun, great. all guys here. im an ass extra. haha well, ill not attend such parties i guess. wit all these guys. but uhm theyre all my friends, are they not? well maybe its inappropriate. aw, whatever. jeeman and dennis is making a din in the room. im going deaf. wahh!!~ l8rs.

slacker.

2004-09-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

hi peeps. i slacked whole of today and yesterday away. :( i did do my art tho. thinking bout my colours and shit. sigh.

fooled.

2004-09-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

I WAS MADE A FOOL TODAY. THE END.

i saw the stars cry the blackest tears.

2004-08-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

well this day started off wit going to kbox at parkway parade. of cos not alone, but wit yuting, her bro and suchiang. sang lots of songs like uhm from 11plus to 2. so after that we took bus31 to toapayoh. man! its a past 30 mins trip there! felt giddy and nauseous! haha met beany for a game of pool but we had billiard instead cos all the pool tables were fully booked; goddammit! haha. so the 3 of us; beany, suchiang and me played billiard. man, its a great game! haha but so many small balls rolling, kinda fun. oh yeah, met josh, jere and co. there as well. haha such a coincidence! so just bout josh was wanting to close his table, we begged him to transfer his table for us so that we need not queue for so long! dammit we were in queue6 then. haha so we played couple of games of pool till dave came and everyone left. dammit kena busted. lol its just me and dave then. played till like 6 then went to mac for a light dinner. signed up for some membership thingy and got myself 500points free! great stuff. =D i puked, sadly. felt bored, so went back to play pool again. sorry, we aint that rich tho. haha laughed and joked alot. man today was fun but tiring tho. hmm joe and davin busted. lol hmmm then dave went to lepak at iman after the game while i went home. g'day. tiring and sleepy. thanks beany, for treating the game of pool and billiard. i appreciated it alot. nice day. and i simply love mia. shes sucha doll! haha come back to sg and ill bring you everywhere! -sleepy dorky charsiew =D

skipped school today.

2004-08-31T10:26:00.000+08:00

gonna meet yuting and suchiang now. post l8r!